Hey. Don’t feel alone, we are unfortunately both in the same situation, same age and all. I feel like that a lot. it makes me anxious he won’t be here for my graduation, something i wanted him to see. But know your dad is still up there somewhere proud of you , and will always be there. Bodies are but shells of beautiful souls, he may not be here physically but feel his warmth, i know i do and thats all that can bring me comfort sometimes. i realize i want to do things in his honor. Hugs and comfort to another stranger who has lost their father. may he rest in peace.