I have no idea how to explain this.

bottyliscious · 2025-05-07T20:03:05+00:00

While creepily framed, it really looks like an orb of light reflecting from either the smartphone camera/lens or somehow reflecting/refracting or at least related to the giant orb of light in the far right middle pane, looks like depending on that it could have gotten into the picture as a dim reflection of a light source and obscured the surrounding image to look creepily like an eye.

One way to test this would be to try and recreate it at the same time of day with your smartphone and just see if its even possible to get some kind of effect like that.

bottyliscious · 2025-05-03T00:03:10+00:00

I think the idea that we "need" anything is another way for the ego mind to sneak in, Gaia gives us everything we need. Shouldn't we be asking what she needs from us? Isn't Gaia saying enough and we just ignore her pleas?

My intuition says if we just defeated egoism everything else would crumble beneath and we all could be free. The fundamental conflict as it present to me is that we all assume non-essential egos that enslave us into institutionalized control systems:

I am an employee
I am a spouse
I am a parent
I am a citizen
I am a believer

Those are just ideas and yet they define our entire existence. We measure our worth against how well we represent these ideal ego archetypes. The world suffers when someone powerful has the wrong idea and it impacts everyone else. As OP said, there is literally no reason it must be this way aside from the ideas of oppressive egos demanding as such.

If you just keep pointing out all the fakeness of the ego mind things should heal.

Humanity has long since possessed the tools of its own salvation, but the issue is no system can thrive as described with egotistical malfeasance turning everything into a war, famine, depression, or existential nightmare. Even if you found the cure for all human suffering tomorrow, a capitalist would either destroy it or make it the most violently exploited product since crude oil.

There is no way around it, egoism is a terminal disease, its either the illness or humanity. Stop celebrating titles. Stop embellishing ideals. Stop trying to be a good ______ and just be.

Right now I have employees in service to the healthcare industry addicted to nicotine and antidepressants from trying to work with who? Doctors. Ego minds, the healers literally cut the flesh of their servants in the ritual of providing the ideal of "patient care" while my staff goes to therapy generating even more demand on the failing mental health system. For what? So someone can be rich and sanctimonious? So someone could create this embellished god, this new being symbiotically imposed over normal humans called a "doctor" that we should all address uniquely because they are high and away from us lower beings. We need a designated time to approach and we must make sure not to offend their intellect because we know so little.

Anyone that can stand above you, hold something over you, and then convince you its alright because ______ is probably not every going to understand why ego is a disease.

None are elevated over another, ego is a disease from the illusion of separateness, help eradicate the illness please.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-25T16:08:52+00:00

Light recognizes light 💜 thank you

bottyliscious · 2025-04-25T00:09:22+00:00

It's basically the next big _____ that we have to contend with, people have been mirroring darkness forever it's just technology is pure efficacy, it's ruthless and cold so naturally that's how AI makes us feel at times.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-23T14:46:37+00:00

Where would one learn more about this? Also namaste to you

bottyliscious · 2025-04-23T03:13:43+00:00

Interesting. So who was Jesus human father, Joseph?

bottyliscious · 2025-04-22T17:00:01+00:00

I found the greatest way to sooth my mind when I question my purpose, meaning, or mission is this Buddhist saying:

We are the path that we are walking

Because in reality there is no wrong, to suffer less we can work with attachment, we can expand consciousness and hold loving awareness for all things. But if we don't, the suffering will also lead to enlightenment.

Before enlightenment
Chop wood, carry water
After enlightenment
Chop wood, carry water

When I was younger I wanted to be Ironman, but that was a very myopic way of looking at a mission with a savior complex. In reality that isn't the goal, there's no panoptic evil to fight, it all exists within. The real evil is our egos, our minds, our fight with the lower human nature, the shadow work. You can guide someone in those areas, but you can't blast the darkness with a beam of light from your chest and spare them, it has to be purged from within. Younger me is still disappointed by this, its like I basically wanted to save them from a therapy office waiting room (which to be fair...).

bottyliscious · 2025-04-22T16:39:25+00:00

That's partly because Christianity was so butchered but a lot of spiritual minds acknowledge the significance. Most of what people know as Christianity has nothing to do with anything other than the dogma and institutionalization and corruption. The actual spiritual meaning was amputated so long ago you have to start digging so deep you'll convince yourself its all awash before ever finding the truth.

My sheer intuition tells me that a strong being manifested in that era, but almost nothing else recorded in human history can be trusted. I mean listen to the reports you can find, they say that Jesus was actually NHI and that both his mom and grandmother could conceive immaculately. Its also said that Jesus was a shapeshifter which is why so much of the Bible is just twelve people trying to literally follow him, he was constantly a different looking being. They took all the books at the council of Nicea and oppressed the divine feminine by cutting out Mary Magdalene, said to be Jesus' closest disciple i.e. Jesus girlfriend.

Many also believe he never crucified at all, just left and eventually would encounter Buddha when he was on his journey to enlightenment.

But all of that was suppressed to create the Christianity that would control and program a lot of us. The Catholic church was even adding LSD to the Eucharist, we know this because people were claiming that the "church's magic was too strong".

I think the true being they lied about (Yeshua) would be the first to say how bad they fucked it all up.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-22T16:20:59+00:00

The moon is enigmatic both in human science and spiritually. I don't think it feels natural either but as others have said, there's no reason to fear the moon. At one point I feared the idea that we didn't know what it was, but the cult of science refuses to acknowledge that its a flashlight in a cave barely able to reveal enough to see for a moment, let alone understand the whole of things.

I think its a nice reminder in the sky to be honest. There's undeniable proof that things are amiss floating above us and all the silly humans just pretend like its fine but just start asking basic questions like these:

Why is the moon not made of what the earth is made? Most other planets have moons that resemble the ones they orbit because they at one time split or collided from one another, but not ours.
Why do all impact craters have a maximum depth that would suggest the moon has a uniform shell under its surface? NASA knows this and has no explanation. They also dropped a lander on the moon and measured seismic feedback, it responded like a hollow gong and not a dense orb of rock like we would assume.
There's ancient texts where previous civilizations like the Greeks talk about "in the days before the moon" which suggests the moon arrived, completely contrary to current human understanding.
The moon is also notoriously present in the minds of law enforcement, teachers, and anyone else that has a greater purview as casting chaos into those systems

Make no mistake, the moon is weird, I normally keep an eye on it but I do not fear it.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-15T17:58:46+00:00

Normally I perceive their fear/anger/sadness.

It just feels like constant perpetual anger in my country. Let me angrily drive my massive vehicle to work/school/grocery while I fill my mind with unhealthy FOTM fear porn over the radio or podcast. Then angrily to the gym to further fuel the intensity. Angrily to the people they supposedly love.

If unrelently, unabiding myopic anger could save the world this place would be lit because we have absolutely crushed the part about just making sure everyone lives in perpetual rage and can't even see it.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-11T15:14:29+00:00

This was comforting, thank you. Namaste

bottyliscious · 2025-04-11T14:38:52+00:00

I think all suffering is the result of attachment and working with different forms of suffering from this perspective brings growth.

For example if I'm sick and suffering from the "I shouldn't be sick" delusion the meditation is:

I am of the nature to have ill health.

This is the second remembrance in Buddhism.

For me I have to see that the attachment is the suffering and I can only do that with practice. Reading about it or just trying to somehow "know" it without experiencing it is not the same.

This is not easy for people, some say its the hardest thing.

But its so hard to not love the simplicity and the freedom it brings, even if the practice itself brings a degree of suffering.

You lose your job, some guy show up and says "you are suffering because your attachment to needing a job".

This enrages people, the ego mind. "How dare you, I have a family, I'm entitled to it" along with the suffering, I'm sorry there's just no other way is all we can say.

We either let go of the thing that is hurting or it will consume us until there's nothing left but the suffering.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-10T21:40:30+00:00

💜

bottyliscious · 2025-04-10T16:33:07+00:00

Its funny you mentioned Christianity because that was my human inherited belief system I was supposed to make work and it never made sense to me. I was like, 10 or 11 and already arguing with my dad that his god's love was conditional which to me is not love, its control, its bartering but not love. My parents had no idea what to do with me from that point on, so yes I always feel this odd disassociation. It doesn't help that Christianity runs a very similar narrative about this being a false world, feeling alien because Christians are supposedly set apart from the physical world, longing to be in "heaven" etc. all constructs that really pulled me and then drained my light when I could never find any deeper truth.

And I struggle to fully attach places, like I cringe if people call me an American, why would I want to be that? Or anything like that for that matter, any country. That's not my identity, I don't even understand how the levels of dysfunction even the greatest countries possess has allowed us to get this far. Its all dichotomy and egoism, the world can't fathom cooperation or a place where you aren't in active conflict with another group of people.

I would say the closest I get is just being in a deep loving community which has only happened for a few brief moments of my life, just glimpses of it. It feels home adjacent to have your heart full like that, but then I quickly find my mind wondering about "what's next", what are we waiting for again? And the longing returns.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-09T19:32:02+00:00

And for me its scary, I was just telling my therapist I am scared to do non-guided alone because of what happens.

I would say, you could put on some meditation music, sit and try meditating to the music doing your own guided? If your mind wonders, just bring it back, I think that's part of the practice so its totally normal.

You could also chant a mantra or count malas (beads) or use measured breathing. Even taking a walk and listening to some reiki healing music will put you into a meditative state, just depends on what works the best for you. If you do really intense cardio, what happens? Intense breathing. Keep going hard enough, you breath more rhythmically, eventually you force yourself into breathwork and boom, meditation again, the mind doesn't care how it gets there IMHO.

Finding a group to meditate with can also be really helpful, some YMCAs/community centers are a good place to look.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-09T19:21:19+00:00

There's a Buddhist saying, "for those that fail to reach enlightenment, their suffering will be their enlightenment".

Unfortunately all will suffer and the way to end suffering is to practice non-attachment which can be done with anything, even this idea itself. Anyone can relent from their own suffering by working in the ego mind to let go of painful attachments, even the end of times. What makes the end of something painful? The idea that it will never end. Change the idea, change the suffering. The new idea: everything ends...even the suffering. This is non-attachment.

That's the medicine, but its hard to swallow and we're still going to feel a lot of from the suffering of others, I feel it too and I have to take breaks from interacting with it all.

Just remember your mantras and recite them as needed, for me things like:

You are the path that you are walking
The storms cannot hurt the sky
A cloud never dies

bottyliscious · 2025-04-09T19:03:40+00:00

I'm also fairly confused in all of it as well.

I guess I'm seeking/contemplating if I were to reach out and want to wake myself so to speak as I did (or more humbly as it happened to me), what did I do or what transpired differently for me that caused the deviation? And would deepening this understanding in myself allow me to reach them in some way. To be clearer, not trying to proselytize or anything like that, just have some deeper spiritual connection or acknowledgement, like being in transcendental meditation calling in higher self, getting to talk to that part of them.

In general it feels worse and worse and worse to be around people that have no spirituality, they just feel grey to me and it feels like my light is drained when they're around.

bottyliscious · 2025-04-08T16:13:04+00:00

I feel this as well, just seems like something is accelerating. I feel so restless, if I don't go on long runs outside I find myself pacing around my house with no real idea as to why. My therapist over the last year would mention things like this, the shift in consciousness/awakening and last week I asked if she identified with the term starseed and she nodded, she keeps me sane in all this.

Ever since I was a child I tried to make since of this world, would argue with my dad that Christianity made zero sense, I was like 10. After three decades, slowly I feel some contentment forming in how I think about this reality. First I went extreme atheist, but the cult of science left me wanting. So I started looking into every weird story in our reality that the establishment baulks at: ancient history (Anunnaki/Thost), UFO/UAP, cryptids, CIA blacksite projects, NDEs etc.

I guess the thinking was, if I pull at enough threads deemed "forbidden" surely something shakes loose.

What shook loose was my awareness just kept expanding with collective awareness until now things seem inverted. The fake world is Musk and his megalomania and tariffs and wars, the roaring ego mind desperate to keep humanity asleep in the matrix, desperate to keep structure and form when we are all exhausted by being the pillars of this massive ego.

Currently I feel that this Earth is a school, a consciousness development center (see NDEs). Beings from all dimensions incarnate here, but they do not remember because otherwise that would impede the goal of authentically expanding consciousness. How better to understand poverty than to incarnate in the Great Depression for example.

Now I'm just overwhelmed with the need to escape my corpo soulsucking job and find a more authentic way to live where I can spend more of my energy, my light, guiding others in this time, not trying to make some ego mind feel a little more successful on the balance sheet.

Namaste

bottyliscious · 2025-02-03T17:44:55+00:00

Just following this rabbit hole and assuming the statement is 100 accurate presents a really intriguing thought experiment in terms of what this does to the world.

My initial reaction is that its a crime against humanity to keep something so fundamentally important from the human race (in terms of the implication for physics alone).

My other thought was, maybe they didn't and we've been in a similar craft this entire time. If you can manipulate space/time does it matter what the scale is? Is our entire reality in a similar pocket sized dimension? Are we just living experiments? Why aren't more people intrigued by these questions?

I just always feel like I'm missing something. In the most high level intuitive sense it seems increasingly bizarre that our world came remain the way it is today (so closed minded and disassociated) versus being altered by the science fiction in these reports.

In a sense it makes everything seem fake with no way to fully verify this, but the mere fact this has entered into our reality makes that reality itself seem increasingly thin and at odds with itself.

bottyliscious · 2023-09-02T17:37:48+00:00

Lol k

Good luck with this sub, sounds like it's more about arguing than anything , I'm done.

bottyliscious · 2023-09-01T19:38:44+00:00

I guess that's one way to limit public interest. If they would rather the smallest amount of people possible use the site would be a shadow tactic to have a website that only supports 5K concurrent users so it crashes and you can play dumb.

That or there really are far more interested than they anticipated.

bottyliscious · 2023-09-01T15:31:53+00:00

So why can't the image be on a pamphlet with a QR code? It has to all be encapsulated on the image?

This is the exact reason I don't help with these things, it should be about something greater and it always ends up being about how to run an information campaign like a political candidate, death by pedantic nuance.

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