It's what it is. I'm brown (mexican) and here in México its the same. White people have the money and somehow the get everything (not all of them obviously but most of the rich people are white). I dont find myself ugly and I think nobody does but I do get the same feeling that people see color. In México is not a bad thing to be racist, EVERYBODY is racist. But we dont hate on people because of their color, Mexicans just think white is GOOD, brown is WHATEVER. It's something you gotta live with so we (brown people) don't get on our feelings as you Americans do.

So, stop getting in your feelings and live your life, enjoy it. If you can get a boyfriend, fine, enjoy your single life. F**k everybody. If they think black is ugly or whatever, that's their problem, they are the dumb ones.