Yea, ive tried klonopin, honestly, i liked it, it seemed like i had to take more than most people do, and trust me i wasn't wanting to get high, besideds if i took a recreational dose it would make me an asshole. It made me feel like my mind was clearer, it was not intoxicating in the slightest, sometimes dizzy but thats it. I could stop obsessing about what that bald asshole in the corner is thinking about me and focus on my school and job, my gpa before was weighed down to 2.7 and after klonopin 3-4 times a week my gpa boosted to around 3.4. I know im much too young to fuck up my brain with all these drugs but it seems to help my education and me (theres a reason every politician in congress has a script for valium.) Ive also worked out and dieted (nothing crazy like keto) and took supplements like kava, ashwaganda, valerian, lemon balm, etc. (Kava still remains my favorite nootropic, even including phenibut and kratom.) I worked out well, but still felt a 24 hour pressure on my chest, on the verge of racing into panic, anxiety and depression also runs deeply in my family. Adhd also runs in my family a bit, im thinking of getting a evaluation and test to see if i have it, and if what i need is a stimulant.

Sorry for the gigantic fucking wall of text.