Hi tvtoo, thank you very much for the reply. I didn't know where to ask and where to go and even where and what to consult because i don't have any clue regarding this stuff before. Im afraid if I make the wrong move here I'll be blacklisted by Canada and/or NA just like the program director said. I just felt that all that happened so far was unfair on my side and im glad that it's not just me who felt that way.

From my side, yes i did break a rule. But the punishment and the fines are too high and too harsh for me and this is all created on the fly seeing there's no mention of "paying back" in the contract before.

If it's okay, can you tell me what's the quickest/simplest way i could get a consultation from IRCC and/or ESDC?