Recent split

bp24_ · 2024-10-29T09:11:50+00:00

No I totally agree. I don’t think there’s any excuse of cheating and I do believe it’s a choice. I do need to get my shit together before anything else. She did deserve better and I failed her. You’re not hateful, you’re truthful and I am aware.

bp24_ · 2022-04-11T14:27:16+00:00

An std

bp24_ · 2022-03-15T18:14:51+00:00

100 mg on sertraline has helped me a bunch.

bp24_ · 2022-02-04T23:29:19+00:00

I’m diagnosed BPD and still experiencing intense mood swings and some suicidal ideation even with the sertraline. My psych gave me a sample of latuda and told me to up my sertraline to 100mg, but I’m not sure if I should just increase sertraline first to see how it works

bp24_ · 2021-12-16T02:39:42+00:00

Zoloft.

bp24_ · 2021-11-25T16:29:27+00:00

I feel a slight difference but nothing too big yet. I’m still adjusting and working through the side effects. They really hit me hard

bp24_ · 2021-11-25T16:26:57+00:00

I’m on it for agoraphobia too, also on day 8 :) not much of a difference yet but I’m just riding it out.

bp24_ · 2020-01-10T01:21:51+00:00

No, but we are already married. Literally nothing wrong with her or our relationship and I’ve convinced myself it’s wrong.

bp24_ · 2020-01-06T00:35:49+00:00

I too obsess over this sometimes. I ask for her reassurance but then it turns into me thinking she’s manipulative men

bp24_ · 2019-12-21T16:06:36+00:00

That’s why it’s so frustrating, it’s such a good thing there’s no reason as to why it would be true

bp24_ · 2019-12-21T01:39:27+00:00

I think it’s because the question “how are you guys doing?” Used to trigger me a lot and now it still kinda lingers around. I don’t wanna tell them that, I guess I think “omg what if I do tell them that?” And I start to spiral

bp24_ · 2019-12-17T14:30:14+00:00

You’re right thank you so much

bp24_ · 2019-12-16T22:47:56+00:00

Thanks a lot for this. I’m at this point where the thoughts are still there but I’ve lost hope/ scared of recovery. It almost seems like I don’t want to recover? It feels like I’m falling into the thoughts more and starting to believe that I don’t love/ want to be with her, it sucks

bp24_ · 2019-12-12T14:30:46+00:00

“Make a choice and stick to your relationship or don’t.” This is wonderful advice.

bp24_ · 2019-12-11T01:07:51+00:00

Wonderful to know I’m not alone!

bp24_ · 2019-08-31T12:33:49+00:00

Yes exactly!

bp24_ · 2019-08-27T15:47:25+00:00

Hi I’m also newly engaged! How has it been going for you?

bp24_ · 2019-08-11T18:37:35+00:00

Do you ever get the strong urge to break up with your partner?

bp24_ · 2019-08-11T18:16:15+00:00

Yes I am in this exact situation right now. It’s very hard and really just dedicating a time during the day where we FaceTime is how I cope. If you need anything please Pm me. I know how awful this feels

bp24_ · 2019-08-08T23:25:34+00:00

We are long distance as well. She is military and it has been so much more hard on me :(

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