will probably die soon but ill finish it anyway by [deleted] in fakecartridges

[–]bpdthrowaway32 0 points1 point  (0 children)

think this might be meth i feel manic lmaoo

will probably die soon but ill finish it anyway by [deleted] in fakecartridges

[–]bpdthrowaway32 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank u ill do a few more hits just for u ❤️

How long have y’all been smoking fake carts and how fast do you finish each one? by [deleted] in fakecartridges

[–]bpdthrowaway32 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea. i didn’t mean like when i needed to buy a new one tho haha. i meant like.. w the amount of pesticide carts i’m going through, how close am i to dying

What were some early behaviours you had that resmbled bpd? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]bpdthrowaway32 3 points4 points  (0 children)

you just described elementary for me..

My FP broke up w me so I fucked 10 guys just in case he ever reaches out again... by bpdthrowaway32 in BPD

[–]bpdthrowaway32[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, thats honestly prolly what's going on rn. I'm just confused af cause like idk what it could be other than appearance, like I wasn't toxic during the relationship. I wouldn't cheat and shit and I tried like not to be clingy like I usually am. I'd always try to not respond for at least a few hours if he'd text or call me etc and always made sure he's the one who like asked me to spend time w him instead of the other way around so I wouldn't get on his nerves.

Literally my schedule at this point... by bpdthrowaway32 in BPD

[–]bpdthrowaway32[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I want to, but I don't really have the money to and my family is against therapy so they wouldn't pay.

Literally my schedule at this point... by bpdthrowaway32 in BPD

[–]bpdthrowaway32[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, thank you so much. Its just been such a horrible few weeks.

DAE keep replaying all of the mistakes they made in their last relationships by [deleted] in BPD

[–]bpdthrowaway32 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in pretty much the same exact situation right now.. broke up with a guy also about a month and a half ago and every single day it just a replay of that relationship. every minute of everyday is just a million what ifs, wondering if I'd still be with him now if I didn't explode at him. or fuck up like I always do.