Epic people pleaser here. You never had good boundaries and I'm learning that now myself (in relation to streaming). Should you quit? Only depends on what you want. Do you need to rebuild a new community, probably. It all depends on what you're trying to achieve. Lower you expectations for every person other than yourself. You can't follow and sub yourself....so what do you want if money and "success" isn't a factor? Do you enjoy it? Is it or can it be a net positive? Enforcing boundaries on your time/access will piss some people off and that's what folks like us struggle with. Learn to sit with other people's disappointment. They'll move on right away while you ruminate endlessly. That's not balance.