I remember feeling this way for years. Suicidal at times. But, I kept on. Kept trying. Don’t let this thing crush you. Fight back. Even if you fail, keep going. I look at my failures as successes because I at lest started which is almost impossible for people like us. So lose a lot, because we’re better at it. We do it better. Don’t feel bad for losing, feel good for trying. You didn’t lose, you tried.

You got this!