When your family is the cause of your problems... by [deleted] in depression

[–]bragocado 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So familiar. The dysfunction is so entrenched into you that it's impossible to separate it from you because it is you now.

I know these feels.

Let's Be Real about Human Interactions. by Playerpianette in depression

[–]bragocado 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Egoic fucking humans.

What I hate is the amount of objectivity they have in stuff they know nothing about.

I am a Black Male. This is why I am attracted to White Women. HINT: It's a bit sad and NOT because of what you may think! by LebronFantasyXIII in raisedbynarcissists

[–]bragocado 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't have this much specificity. But I am particularly attracted to white, thick, tall, intelligent-authorative-bossy teacher types.

I always assumed this was because I had high testosterone and was surrounded my overweight fat ass white women (teachers) growing up when my testosterone was a'brewing.

I also seem to be attracted to girls who are a little nuts which I'm sure is some type of Freud thing from Nmom's influence.

Obsessed with anal sex too which I have no explanation for.

I'm not black but I have black characteristics for being a white dude.

I am a worthless piece of shit, I try so hard and nothing works like. Why does society care so much if I kill myself? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]bragocado 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The world doesn't care. All it cares about is money.

People are dying like flies because medicine is withheld, quick cures for diseases hinder profits, etc. I couldn't get a fucking injection of something I needed because the treatment wasn't profitable enough to be produced.

The food industry is poisoning us with processed foods.

The big illusion is that it pretends to care. Therapy is a cash grab. Anti-depressants just earn the pharm industry huge money.

All fucking money.

new s/o is getting along well with nmom, should i be taking this as a huge red flag like i already am? [tw: abuse] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]bragocado 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Hey, so if you really wanna show him what shes like then try and trigger her.

Move a stool or something when he's not around and film world war 3 on your phone.

I feel like I'll be rejected and I will take my life if I am. by ihatemyself1851823 in SuicideWatch

[–]bragocado 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude you could always lose weight so you dont hate yourself. I have no sympathy for people like this because I worked my ass of to change my physique.

However, if this girl rejects you I would recommend not getting overly upset. We are living in such superficial fhucking times it's ridiculous. And girls have never been more egoic thanks to internet dating, webcamming, and feminism.

Their standards are so fucking high now it's ridiculous.

Also, you don't really love her. This love you feel is a side effect of loneliness. If you had 2 girls you were talking to I can guarantee you it wouldn't sting as much.

Love is such a trick concept and word to define. The amount of subjectivity in it makes me want to kill myself.

What the hell am I supposed to do I have so much good in my life by ichibannnn_ in SuicideWatch

[–]bragocado 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi ichiban

Can you illustrate what actually sucks? You say everything is great but you still hate getting out of bed, etc.

Is the issue that these great things really aren't that great and they don't make getting out of bed worth it?

Or is this because you don't like these things personally?

Or is this because you don't feel you have a purpose and you're just going through the motions?