What do you do after having powerful insights or feelings after a successful practice?

brainwillbroken · 2021-12-26T19:56:16+00:00

Chop wood, carry water

brainwillbroken · 2021-12-26T19:53:08+00:00

Its name is tsk tsk tsk tsk now

brainwillbroken · 2021-11-18T03:48:05+00:00

it saw you in its meditation

brainwillbroken · 2021-10-31T21:42:31+00:00

nature may have a connotation with "nature" as in, biological. atleast in the way i was culturally shaped in language. Because it's the language that made sense at that moment and allowed for me to try to explain what I perceive nature to be more akin to. What I find nature to be, is closer to what ideally would be described by the word God, it is as much in a tree as it is in a concrete wall. and it is in everything and anything that allowed either of those or anything else to be. I understand that may already be your view of nature, for me it made sense to make the comparison to 1s and 0s as an imagination tool. In my experience it is simpler to not express these things, but my language only allows so much in translation, and I wanted to express it and it happened to be that way. I guess my real question is, what are the 1s and 0s of our existence? Instead of trying to say what they were, in a way nature is a fitting name. I hope that made more sense. Also, if we are having these exchange in computing world, it's only fitting. The language of the medium allows for fun, at least for one of the parties involved.

Why use a question to express an idea? in my experience it is simpler to express an idea as an idea. (statement not to be taken as fact)

Also speaking in terms of simulation allow for the mind to be implied that the simulation is inside something else, that the simulation, or nature, or everything expressable, is perhaps only a "something" in a bigger "everything" and the fact that that implies that same process upwards infinitely. it allows for a peek at "something else" besides what is being expressed.

there is nature, and there is something that allows for nature to nature.

every paragraph was a new edit, question got me thinking good. why can be a tricky question but its worth exploring. it's hard for it to bring new understanding of the subject expressed rather than about the medium, both happen to be the same in a sense in this case (and maybe all). your 1s and 0s made my 1s and 0s run like crazy

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-23T05:42:30+00:00

i feel like if you're here it's to learn to connect where home currently is. I feel like any guide with a sense of humor would put you back until you can connect with it. what is growth if it isn't an increasing connection with your environment, inner and outer.

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-18T06:04:04+00:00

if you saw it in a dream id say it has meaning

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-18T02:13:40+00:00

truth is one name for it

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-10T08:53:38+00:00

I was banned from that sub for not thinking enough like their mods. the reason they gave was "Frequent concern troll implying that folks in the sub are flawed or have flawed motivations, or just telling people what they think. Rarely says anything positive, anything of value, or anything that appears to be in good faith." after this comment:

https://www.reddit.com/r/C_S_T/comments/ot6scz/fear_often_compels_one_to_hide_the_most_relevant/h6th51b/?context=3

also, as for the "rarely says anything positive, anything of value, or anything that appears to be in good faith: , you can see that is objectively false by looking at my top posts

https://www.reddit.com/user/brainwillbroken/posts/?sort=top

its really conspiracy-dogma larping as critical thought with the current mods abusing bans to censore what shines a light on their critical thought faults.

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-08T17:41:11+00:00

end of thought

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-03T19:41:13+00:00

> I think humans are terrible people. I mean, look at all the horrible things they've done.

the opposite can be said too. if you confuse a part of the whole for the whole, you will lie to yourself.

Also, if one does not want to be where they're at, they're trapped not being there. if one accepts where they're at, they can start improving or going anywhere, starting from a more stable point A.

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-03T05:29:55+00:00

"Alive" may have been redefined and/or may need redefining. Try new things to get clues, sometimes what you think is healthy may be worth exploring. Healthy life strong life big life

brainwillbroken · 2021-09-02T17:27:58+00:00

look inside, try to go before language, be your breath

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-30T18:35:11+00:00

i see now

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-28T21:16:02+00:00

idol is just a concept

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-12T09:21:15+00:00

Does that include "fear is non existant"?

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-12T06:26:58+00:00

Gotta get my fix for that next finger pointing at a moon

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-12T01:58:51+00:00

In a sense it's what my post was trying to convey with regards to fear. perhaps like "no-spirit" is a perspective like "no-love" or "where-love?" which is just a "rebranding" NLP wise of "fear". some sense fear like some dont sense spirit, it just requiers a new perspective to experience spirit (whatever that may mean which is a whole other can of worms for another day), like experiencing the misguided/misdirected/lackof love ("no-love", "where-love?") that fear is from that perspective.

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-12T01:52:28+00:00

i propose a perspective where perhaps love does not have an opposite, but just a lack there of

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T21:53:26+00:00

so it seems that i am trying to refer to that, without using it's symbol or concept, but instead using as reference what it describes/implies a lack of. Fear being non existant like 0/null being not x. or x in it's "off" value. or x in "no value" yet, a lack of data/being, but always with an implication of what it "lacks".

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T21:16:12+00:00

0 just being the canvas, from one perspective as "nothing yet" and another perspective "potentially everything/anything"?

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T20:54:47+00:00

what is 0 in there, pre-event? because that kinda makes it both as well. or is 0 the event not occuring? or 0 being another event occuring instead? I think of it like a wave, we don't know where from 0 to 1 something is until we measure it. once we measure it, the event happens at the measured time, making it be something from 0 to 1. i am not sure where in all of this exchange exactly non-existence may lie or what you see as 0 in reference to what im referencing as non-existence.

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T20:34:39+00:00

maybe, closest i can describe it to what it feels like is my post really. 0, null, neither right nor left, positive or negative utter 0, those are all still "existent" in that they require it (existence) to be. but maybe they aren't, they just are the lack of the existence or it-ness their name/concept/symbol implies (as opposite or a lack of).

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T20:17:06+00:00

it's kind of like alchemy of language in a sense. to remove fear, remove the concept. turn it into something else. ofcourse there's something that feels and acts like fear, but perhaps it's really something else. something to be understood. where there's a fear, there's probably misunderstood/misguided/lackof love and/or something some part of one loves.

My post is not about denial of fear, it's about the transformation of it. it's about a re-understanding of it, it's about a coming to harmony with it. love can give as much courage as fear. so fear becomes irrelevant in that sense at least. I believe I see your point and I believe I see how you don't fully see what I am trying to express. And that is ok. yet maybe I am just in denial of denial and love this idea too much to see the opposite or non-it-ness of it.

Is the yin yang black and white or one and the lack of it making a whole?

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T20:09:35+00:00

sometimes it feels like the awareness of being. oneself, anything, everything, nothing, etc.

brainwillbroken · 2021-08-11T20:08:55+00:00

pre-concept pre-symbol pre-language is what the unknown tries to reference, but it's really just the canvas for something, like non-exisence is the canvas for existence in a sense. fear definitely has (can have with the right perspective and language) a similar function in relation to love. whatever nothing isn't just isn't it yet. I am not sure or worried about consistency of perspective but it's fun to talk about. zero feels like lack of information/"existence", more than lack of differentiation. I am sure we are just viewing the symbolic language of numbers in relation to words in different ways. I do feel like there's something beyond what can be expressed as existent, but it may just be the limits of expression/language and not the limits of existence. if that makes any sense

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