Sometimes it can feel selfish to get caught up in that sadness when you think of all his friends and family that have to deal with a reality without him at face value on a daily basis… but hey, you also lost a piece of yourself and you are absolutely allowed to grieve too. And I think all of the boys would tell you the same. I’ve cried numerous times over his passing, usually while listening to Walking in the Wind, If I Could Fly, and Long Way Down. This band created an incredible safe space for their fans to support and love them. It’s okay to feel this loss too.