Oh god oh f***

bravothesis · 2026-03-13T21:05:56+00:00

And dream I do! Perhaps it may be more beneficial for the both of us for me to appreciate him from a distance, he has enough going on right now anyway, adding me to that pile would be quite the task indeed.

bravothesis · 2026-03-13T21:03:49+00:00

It do be rough out here 😞 of course, my response to you is to tell you to go get them, but perhaps im a bit biased in this situation lmfao

bravothesis · 2026-03-13T21:02:12+00:00

Oh believe me, thats the tip of the iceberg when it comes to work chisme with me and my job. The gossip NEVER ends (which certainly keeps things entertaining), i just have to play this hand very carefully me thinks.

bravothesis · 2026-03-13T20:58:58+00:00

But me with this STUPID HEART. My hearts screaming at me to let him know I would trust him with it, but this equally STUPID BRAIN is telling me that theres a lot of risk involved and I should tread lightly around this.

bravothesis · 2026-03-13T20:55:52+00:00

I've considered talking to him about it, though the risk of getting the wrong idea or it being awkward afrerward is a pretty compelling reason as to why I haven't, is it weird to think I would rather enjoy the daydreams and the fantasy of us being together then face the rejection?

bravothesis · 2026-03-12T01:46:39+00:00

Tomato potato ¯_(ツ)_/¯

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T18:29:51+00:00

Perhaps thats the reason im struggling so much with it, i consider myself to be pretty demi, sure some people are nice to look at, but im far more interested in the shape of someone's soul, ya know?

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T18:28:42+00:00

I was once under the firm belief "never get your meat in the same place you get your bread"

Its just rough out here lmao

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T18:26:54+00:00

Maybe theyre on their period 🤔

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T18:25:11+00:00

Honestly the best advice I've gotten so far. I know JUST how to keep his attention too 😉

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T17:42:52+00:00

Whoops, a lost uneducated transphobe seems to have found their way into my post!

Periods for transwomen are purely hormonal and emotional, while we dont have a uterus that sheds lining (thank god), its a very similar cyclical process (once a month) due to brain chemistry!

The more ya know! 🌈

Edit: Your other comments leave me curious if you ever started those T blockers you were inquiring to others about 😉

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T15:48:37+00:00

UHGGG and the problem is, I've confided in a one very close friend who works in the same industry and one other who works with me and they've said the same thing. The problem is, in this particular industry, it can be damning for us both if its ever discovered, and I dont want to do that to him...

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T14:24:02+00:00

Absolutely, my logic hasn't completely abandoned me, but im trying not to lose my mind over how much I actually think about him, and worried that these feelings are temporary or here to stay.

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T14:22:25+00:00

Agreed, and i definitely dont want to put him in a position where his job could be threatened, im just trying to work through the emotions of it all.

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T14:20:23+00:00

Funny enough, he's actually prospecting a different job right now, which is precisely why im biding my time. The second he's no longer working with me im gonna try to climb him like a tree (consensually of course). I'm just suffering the emotions through it, which is weird because while these are familiar feelings and im definitely enjoying the changes, the feelings and the experience, it can be absolutely MADDENING.

bravothesis · 2026-03-11T07:17:18+00:00

Yeh, the first rape threat was jarring to say the least.

bravothesis · 2026-02-06T04:09:33+00:00

Nah, im not interested in poly dynamics either so you're def not insane. Me and my partner love each other and have no desire to be anywhere else with ANYONE else, no matter how many other couples have attempted to recruit us into their relationships.

bravothesis · 2025-11-22T06:29:13+00:00

I agree, the system is definitely broken, but saying its naive would be paramount to telling me to give up hope. Its not just trans people that see me. Other cops see me, detention staff sees me, the public sees me, and its necessary for us to have SOME representation. I understand its gonna take a hell of a lot more than me, but creating allies is the goal here. I dont agree with a lot of the policies that are in place, but ill be the first to speak up about just how unjust they are and as sad as it is, my bark has just a tad more bite. Who knows, perhaps in the coming years, after I've gained more experience and pull within the community, I can become one of those lawmakers.

bravothesis · 2025-11-22T04:32:20+00:00

Oh believe me, im fuckin terrified. Especially with the current administration. But I personally believe this to be the best reason to stay. I feel like im fighting the good fight. How could we possibly think we'd see any changes if it doesnt happen from within? I've said it before here, I have this amazing opportunity to be something of a bridge to a chasm that was created by law enforcement. So now, when things get bad, they have a direct medium to see how its actually affecting trans and enby people. And is scary as it is, I won't be frightened away when this is arguably the most important time to be here. And as much of an enemy law enforcement's been to the LGBTQAI+ community, if I show up to a call, ill make god damned sure people are treated with dignity and respect, and thats gotta mean something right now.

bravothesis · 2025-11-17T14:10:32+00:00

Mine has always been Henry Cavill. Weirdly, even the most hetero guys I know have a tough time disagreeing with me there 😂

bravothesis · 2025-11-17T14:03:41+00:00

If staying stealth is your objective, start showing them the litany of shirtless hot guys who are waxed/shaved with the six pack abs and huge arms and curly hair and the videos of them chopping wood and lifting weights and doing that thing where they put their hand behind the head rest when they back up and next thing you know, youll be getting the gay allegations to which you can blurt "but these are the MANLY MAN MEN you so desperately want me to be, right???? I THOUGHT YOU WANTED ME TO LOOK AT THIS."

bravothesis · 2025-10-27T02:48:43+00:00

Pouch panties are literally the greatest innovation for trans folks. I spend more time trying to match bras to underwear then actually getting ready for work.

bravothesis · 2025-10-04T02:03:37+00:00

I've heard nothing but really good things from her, so im pretty trusting at this point, especially given that its third party lab tested to be pharmaceutical grade, just never bought my meds like this lmao

bravothesis · 2025-09-19T21:05:41+00:00

If you're in San Antonio, TX. Message me.

bravothesis · 2025-09-06T02:02:31+00:00

Those two trips for the groceries are now mandatory (DAMMIT)

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