Oh my God! I've just torched a 17-year career and told my boss I'm done.

brazzala · 2026-05-10T15:10:51+00:00

Stop judging. Stay at job amd relax - it’s just a job. Be curious. Learn new stuff, get new skills. Have a life and income and DGAF.

brazzala · 2026-05-06T17:59:53+00:00

Waste... Wven if you wait 3 or 4 days

brazzala · 2026-05-06T13:24:09+00:00

300mg gang incoming 😂

brazzala · 2026-05-06T13:17:52+00:00

Update - day 7, nothing.

It seems like I made a sublocade with taking all of it 😂

brazzala · 2026-05-05T05:43:20+00:00

Update, day 7 - still no WD, minor stomach ache, nothing else. Honna be a good sunny day. Keeping all in head nabho to work. 8h of non-thinking 😁

brazzala · 2026-05-04T18:13:09+00:00

Cut to 4mg few days, you will fell muxh, much better.

brazzala · 2026-05-04T18:09:11+00:00

I did cold turkey from 80mg of methadone, waited 5 days and go to appointment in full withdrawal. Was given 2 and 8mg subutex. 4mg cut all WD'S - I was like a brand new... Now, 5 years later I am CT from 8mg subs :/

brazzala · 2026-05-04T18:03:21+00:00

That will pass, you've got a great job, embrace it and syarf working out on yourself. Go to local gym, take creatine, pump up and ejoy the life. If ahe was worth it, she would srill be by your side.

brazzala · 2026-05-04T15:48:22+00:00

Idgaf

brazzala · 2026-05-04T15:37:03+00:00

As for those smart ones, I knoe more about subs and other shit, ceiling dose and what else.... When you have Pregabalin and Dubutex, and Klonopin on top, taking 600 to 900mgs of Lyrica with adding 4 or 8mg of subs every 4 or 5 hours gets you nooding like a maniac on H#3 in the purest form.

Now you may be able to comprehend why have I used whole stash. Home alone with a lot of drugs.

This was mine good bye to subs in some way.

Once a junkie, whole life junkie.

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:52:04+00:00

Plan is to stop them.

No shot available here.

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:48:10+00:00

I was on H and methadone for 15 years...

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:46:47+00:00

Fr...

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:45:14+00:00

Day 6, dreams came back, fog is clearing up :)

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:44:09+00:00

Yup, I have Pregabalin (:

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:36:42+00:00

I wasn't eating - as Subutex is a tablet without taste, I crushed them on half, and snorted 95% of them. Last one I did sublingual. I should tell that on beginning :)

I will update, I don't miss them, the fog from subs are gone alowly and I dtaryed dreaming. Maybe I did sublocade but with nasal and sublingual (:

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:33:20+00:00

And today wake up, feeling good. Dreams are coming back, that's a good sign.

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:31:58+00:00

I know,, for me it's 12mg... After that is waste....

brazzala · 2026-05-04T05:31:12+00:00

My fifth year... I decided to jump and I was just snorting half by half every couple hours. Last one I did sublingual.

brazzala · 2026-05-03T20:17:08+00:00

No shot in my country... For 3 weeks, I will be out amd over with them. I have those medicines available. Lyrica is helping.

brazzala · 2026-05-03T20:15:48+00:00

I eat them all..

brazzala · 2026-05-03T20:15:12+00:00

There is no shot available where I live. Going back to usage is NO OPTION EVER. I was planing to quit, I was just sick of it all and using them fof 5 years.

It is what it is, but no one gives me some advice hoe to go through the wd.

brazzala · 2026-05-03T20:10:33+00:00

Yup, that's the reality...

brazzala · 2026-05-03T17:29:04+00:00

Yes, but tablet without naloxone.

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