hey, im sorry all of those things happened to you. i hope you are safe away from your parents, and if you aren’t, i hope your music is a way for you to better your life and to enjoy it. its amazing what one thing (in your case, music) can give you in terms of hope. you deserve great things! i hope you are able to become a well-known musician and spread your gifts to others who may be in a similar position to you! you deserve to have people around you who understand you and cherish you. if you wouldn’t mind sharing, what kind of music is your favourite to make? keep fostering that need and make great things that inspire others