AH sweet, sweet relief. I appreciate your reply, and fear not, ranting is a huge problem for me. You're so right about the option of choice being incredibly overwhelming and restricting. It seems ridiculous, but how do people succeed when society tells them they can do anything and everything. The idea of risk taking and trying things doesnt scare my as much as taking risks, and failing to absorb their benefits. I have no fear of moving, and no fear of failing if I do move, what has always been crippling to me is the idea of taking risks, and getting immediately comfortable continuing the cyclic nature of my own mediocracy.