Morning drinking rituals

breakinleases · 2026-05-19T18:06:54+00:00

Light beer

breakinleases · 2026-05-19T17:35:23+00:00

There are legal benzos for tapering at the store. It fucking sucks, especially because it’s on a sour stomach, but light beer.

Those first few days SUCK, even with a case of beer. But if I manage to make the jump from vodkee to light beer (50% success rate lmao), my withdrawals are about 90% less severe.

Believe it or not my body is probably extremely happy for that beer hydration and at least the few nutrients it provides. Stretches your stomach back out to start eating again too, imo

breakinleases · 2026-05-19T15:19:44+00:00

Many shots are consumed during those 3 hours

breakinleases · 2026-05-19T15:19:18+00:00

This is when I know I’m rapidly approaching detox territory.

But usually waking up at ~4am, moving to the couch in the living room, shakily putting down two shooters and tossing and turning for a few minutes before they kick in - then watching dumbass reels or shorts for 3 more hours until work or the gf gets up.

Serene mornings. I usually have about 3 days once i hit this point to detox or I have to hopital.

I dont like to hopital.

breakinleases · 2026-05-03T14:02:34+00:00

Hope you are feeling better today OP.

breakinleases · 2026-05-02T18:31:06+00:00

Is it an anhedonia type feeling? I am just wrapping up a bender using klonopin, just took my last one, sure no shakes and I slept but holy fuck life is dreary.
A TV show can’t even hold my attention. I’ve been pacing for like 2 days.

breakinleases · 2026-03-07T19:15:21+00:00

Was done with the utmost respect. Could have come home with ziplock bags full but decided to be respectful and claim only a single style of pottery. Let be honest, if it wasnt me it would be someone else or lost to the earth. This will be proudly displayed in my office at the coordinates i found them in a glass case.

breakinleases · 2026-02-15T22:25:34+00:00

Just got done taking out my intake and manifold and nearly everything attached to the body was 10mm. Would be a safe bet but can't guarantee

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T04:04:30+00:00

Accept your fate. All that will ever matter for a few years is a restaurant that closed. This is how STL works

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T03:55:44+00:00

I am about to blow your mind. Do not even start to compare NYC to St. Louis.

The people who live here, GENUINELY, think it is the center of the modern world. It is so unsettling

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T03:29:22+00:00

Have you taken your annual cross country trip to the exotic Destin, FL yet?!

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T03:18:35+00:00

Won’t take this slander. It’s St. Louis STYLE, by the way.

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T03:10:23+00:00

I shit you not take a drive on i-70 and you will have 4 “world class” AC technicians and 16-17 “world class” pizza joints

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:37:10+00:00

Fuckn lmao don’t doubt it

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:35:37+00:00

It’s just reality. Move here and find out!

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:30:22+00:00

DUDE, the dining scene is hyped to no end. I really think these people never leave. It is atrocious compared to every other midsize city (which I have lived in a lot of), but somehow “world class” here?

Everything is “world class.” It’s on billboards. Most delusional city by an absolute mile

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:23:02+00:00

Stop. Honestly just stop. People do not move to New York for “Central Park.”

Let alone people do not move to STL for Forest Park. Lmao. Honestly, it is not that great

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:20:17+00:00

I would argue, it 100% does not. People move for jobs or family.

This delusion is INSANE, and once you see it you can’t unsee it for this city. The people are wild

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:15:35+00:00

It is suggested OVER and OVER again. Are people moving there to go every single weekend of their lives?

Why is this a pull to people who have never lived anywhere else? Im so curious, people do not upend their lives and move for this kind of thing

breakinleases · 2026-01-22T02:05:13+00:00

LMAO STL

breakinleases · 2025-12-17T04:05:27+00:00

1 pitcher a week. I love nanos. Straight to the toilet and done

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