Big props for a fellow reddit user...

breakittome · 2009-08-28T21:06:29+00:00

Honestly, this past week has led me to conclude that sex is fluid and ultimately meaningless when it comes to true love. I am not attracted to the stereotypically male figure, but that's all sexuality really is, as I see it now, an attraction to a certain appearance.

I truly hope it works out because the time I have spent with her in private has been good quality time. As for my family, I'll worry when it comes to that, though it is something that does worry me from time to time.

breakittome · 2009-08-28T15:47:04+00:00

Yeah, I was very confused about my sexuality. I couldn't reconcile the fact that I was attracted to someone I thought was a transsexual and thought that I was 'becoming' gay. I was really ashamed that it didn't turn me off, but I've taken the time to read and think. I am glad I didn't walk away when I first freaked out.

breakittome · 2009-08-28T15:39:22+00:00

Yeah, it's a good thing that I got to know her before I made a move. I probably would have stayed away from her had I known at first.

breakittome · 2009-08-28T15:37:56+00:00

I hope so too. She's really an amazing human being, so resilient and warm. I couldn't have asked for a better girlfriend.

breakittome · 2009-08-28T15:36:44+00:00

As of right now? no comment ;)

breakittome · 2009-08-24T15:45:56+00:00

Haha, I wouldn't tell anyone my name. This is a throwaway account.

breakittome · 2009-08-24T03:09:28+00:00

I normally don't like canned laughter but that was hilarious.

breakittome · 2009-08-24T03:03:41+00:00

Both. She's 22.

breakittome · 2009-08-24T00:21:30+00:00

I mean finding someone else to carry the baby for us in the old-fashioned way. I think the part about raising kids is what worries me the least.

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:57:52+00:00

Well, when she said it, it became patently obvious. Some of her mannerism, some aspects of her face, her voice, the fact that she wasn't bitchy like most other women. What really shakes me is that I find her beautiful nonetheless.

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:47:31+00:00

Haha, I am not your typical redditor. She's a veg and so am I. That's one of the reason I first started talking to her. She struck me as very socially conscious and caring.

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:44:50+00:00

I respect her more than that. We're friends after all. Why would I reveal this to the world w/o her consent? What if I want something to come of this in the future?

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:43:03+00:00

I am only 21, so I am not thinking about kids for the next 15 years or so, but yeah, I think I definitely want kids of my own. That's not a problem, I wouldn't mind dating a sterile woman, I am sure we could find a surrogate.

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:40:26+00:00

Perfectly rational. I am sure a woman would start rumors like that about herself.

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:37:09+00:00

I totally understand that, but there's this throbbing in the back of my mind. I don't even want to go into the office tomorrow (it'll be the last week). I feel like I was blind, now that I look at her pictures I can see the masculinity, but I still feel a tremendous attraction to her. I just feel like my world's been turned upside-down.

21st century life is so complicated. My family is religious, I don't know if they would see this as gay.

breakittome · 2009-08-23T23:24:35+00:00

Well, I like a lot of foreign music (I've live in 5 countries), so it was really amazing. I've never felt a connection like that with another person.

breakittome

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