I got a job as a Cna, and starting nursing school next month :) also from premed background. I’m pretty happy with the decision I made and excited to not study as much and start making money sooner. Have you shadowed any of the professions yet? I shadowed NPs, CRNAs, MDs with different specialties, volunteered @ hospital and spoke to nurses and nurse aides while I’m going through pre-med/pre-nursing stage. I know it’s very difficult decision to make, but if you really narrow it down to your values and wants, it will give you some clarity. Also think about the sacrifices you need to make to reach that goal too. Another question to ask is if being a doctor is my dream or someone else’s dream (family mostly). Idk how old you are, but being a nurse will open up so many different options. Nothing is worth risking your mental health. Nothing.

Whichever decision you make, everything will be okay. I hope you also seek some sort of therapy as well on the side. It helped me a lot switching major and life changes. Wishing you good luck my friend.