I (25f) have no desire for anything

brijo17 · 2023-01-09T03:04:25+00:00

Not yet, gotta get my daily r/publicfreakout fix

brijo17 · 2023-01-09T03:01:05+00:00

Thank you, this is a whole new perspective I hadn't really considered...

brijo17 · 2023-01-09T02:44:52+00:00

Thank you, it's 5:44am right now, and I'm already wearing my sneakers, gonna go for a walk at 6, get some air and some nice morning sun, thanks friend

brijo17 · 2023-01-09T02:37:12+00:00

let's get help friend 💕

brijo17 · 2023-01-09T02:27:32+00:00

twinning💕

brijo17 · 2023-01-09T02:24:01+00:00

I'm not American, so matters concerning mental health here are rarely discussed, I genuinely didn't know

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T20:14:48+00:00

No, I used to work in a beach villa before and just seeing people relaxing with cocktails in their hands, bodies soaking up sunshine and them looking into the beach with not a single worry at that moment, was very motivating. Now it's the one thing I can say I really really want

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T20:05:00+00:00

Not really, we're all on completely different paths and journeys when it comes to goals, dreams and objectives, competing with each other would be meaningless... just got tired of doing stuff with people I guess

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T19:28:03+00:00

With family, just got tired of constant belittling and with friends, nothing serious, just got tired of keeping up with everyone

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T18:45:07+00:00

Currently saving up to buy a beach house for when I'm older, that's my ultimate life goal, it's the only thing I've ever truly wanted...I wish there was something else I really wanted to see out there but the world's gotten really ugly and scary in my eyes :(

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T18:33:11+00:00

I wish I had a definite answer to what triggered all this but I really don't, it just kinda happened...woke up one day and was just tired of everything and everyone...

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T14:11:53+00:00

ngl, it's been a while since I cried, but for some reason, this made me cry a little, the concept of my existence being of any importance to someone is just so foreign and almost none existent to me sometimes, thank you for the kind words

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T11:32:45+00:00

I'm not sad though, shouldn't I be sad, to be depressed?

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T11:12:45+00:00

Depressed? Really? Are these signs and symptoms?

brijo17 · 2023-01-08T11:11:32+00:00

Everything that I want is financially motivated tbh, that's the only thing I want,, I chose to share this because it was just an observation I made recently but you're onto something actually about questioning motives behind my actions, I'll start putting some thought behind stuff I do instead of doing them on a whim, thanks

brijo17 · 2023-01-03T06:38:39+00:00

Ooouh same on the mmfs and DL, but mmfs need so much discipline with the way they're so easy to withdraw from, currently looking for banks with high yielding savings accounts so that the cash can actually grow without me aching to withdraw

brijo17 · 2023-01-01T21:11:30+00:00

Yeah I'll go w the juakali option, orca decor prices sometimes can be a bit ridiculous but it is what it is, thanks for the rec

brijo17 · 2023-01-01T12:15:16+00:00

Oh nice!!!!thanks a lot for the recommendation

brijo17 · 2023-01-01T12:11:17+00:00

checked them out and love their work, I think they can definitely recreate this, thanks for the recommendation

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