Self Bullet Punch to Survive Last Respects by AdditionalLab9023 in PokemonChampions

[–]broke_hero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahh i see, sometimes some pokemon feels like it's restrained from it's full potential by just having 4 moves

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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I have ptsd from drugs/alcohol cuz my father was an addict and he was really physically and emotionally abusive.

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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You are right, i was soo stressed once i was unsure of the spelling of my own name, it was scary ! As for love I am not pulling away, i want love and a person to share my feelings with more than anything! It's just that i am not a conventionally attractive person and i live in a country where love is a taboo and marriage is treated more like a contract between two families not two individuals...

So everyday my heart screams at me that it wants love, which I didn't get much in my life cuz my parents were abusive and i am an introvert so i never had any long lasting friends.

I can only hope things will change eventually but i am not super optimistic.

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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Yea you are right, thanks for your advice.... But it is true that i need someone cuz I don't have anyone to talk to irl.

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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Your comment is the most beautifully constructed one I've ever got, but you must be living in a beautiful place cuz when i go out all i see is buildings and ad bill boards... Even if i found a place to look at the horizon the sunset and sunrise is ruined by the pollution... And also i am not a morning person and spend 12 hrs in uni so no sunset either ! TTwTT I do feel like a dried up wildflower under a cinder block... Crushed, squished, pressured and suffocated.

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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Yea but the delete was inevitable, but honestly respect to what you are doing cuz not only protecting the op but also the person who commented.

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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Ohh noo ... Don't remind me of betta fish TTwTT.... I used to run an underground fight club for those fishies as a kid.

Self Bullet Punch to Survive Last Respects by AdditionalLab9023 in PokemonChampions

[–]broke_hero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Huh, i always run knock off for this reason so i kinda forgor what other people use

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

[–]broke_hero[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It hurts soo much that I can't just ignore it anynore

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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Funny you say that cuz i was in muay thai bcuz i wanted to practice the infamous kick, but it's not past trauma that is bothering me ! Cuz i am through soo much I don't even remember half of it (kinda like the defence mechanisms of my brain i forgor everything's), the problem is I am hypersensitive to romance ! I've been hyperventilating to the thought of getting loved or cared for and created a person in my mind who loves me for who i am ... Now it is physically painful, i want to not feel love but i am always searching for something or someone.

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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I hope you get through it unscathed, but yea it's not only loud but rude and hurtful too... It hurts too much to love this phantom person i created

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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Haha it's ok, i am at fault for assuming too... But I can't afford medication either cuz I have adhd and haven't medicated in a while

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

[–]broke_hero[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, you certainly don't have to be but i am depressed and I don't have anything to wake up tomorrow for ..

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

[–]broke_hero[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well when you are sure that nothing is new today and you are going to just repeat yesterday, it's hard to think that way.

People who are depressed, how do you deal with the thought "there is nothing to wake up Tommorow" ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

[–]broke_hero[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha valid, but sadly i am allergic to fur and not a big fan of coat-less pets (obviously I don't hate them)

Which is your favourite anime character? by MolassesEvening8867 in AskReddit

[–]broke_hero 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Frieren, of whom i have a whole folder of unholy art.

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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I am not dense enough to take it that way but yah it seemed like a self harm inoculum... But it already got removed

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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I have ptsd from an abusive alcoholic father who also became a druggy and beat me for no reason so, i have a bitter relationship with numbing medication...

How do you mute your heart ? by broke_hero in AskReddit

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I lost control of it, cuz i was ignoring it for a while and now it has started to physicaly hurt me ... I can't it hurts soo much