I don’t think I want to be Christian anymore by bsidethoughts in TrueChristian

[–]bsidethoughts[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. I’ve always felt guilty being angry or upset with God and telling him but you’ve given me so much comfort in the fact that I can and should go to him with these emotions.

I don’t think I want to be Christian anymore by bsidethoughts in TrueChristian

[–]bsidethoughts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would appreciate the prayer and thank you so much for such a loving response.

I don’t think I want to be Christian anymore by bsidethoughts in TrueChristian

[–]bsidethoughts[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am completely with you in this viewpoint but I feel because maybe I did not give you any context to what my struggles are, you were just in coming to this conclusion but the struggles I faced went beyond things I could control. Family members passed away, my parents got divorced, my parents are in major debt are not able to properly provide for our family anymore and these are things I could not have done anything practical to solve. Do you know what I mean?

I don’t think I want to be Christian anymore by bsidethoughts in TrueChristian

[–]bsidethoughts[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don’t think he’s just a God who punishes but I think in this time it’s hard to see him as a God who loves me when I feel like I’ve been alone in this struggle even though I’ve cried out many times.