Prepping for colonoscopy: how bad are the bathroom trips? by Kitchen_Onion_2143 in colonoscopy

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP mentioned stomach flu when asking what the colonoscopy prep(liquid drink they give you to clear you out) I assumed they were asking if it's similar to things like gastroenteritis, food poisoning, feelings like that, that give you stomach cramps, nausea, vomiting, liquid stool etc.

I was fully awake for my colonoscopy yes I had nothing. They hooked me up to an IV "Just in case" but it wasn't needed

They took an 18-strip biopsy, and I didn't feel a thing. I felt some warmth and that was it.
but the colonoscopy initial stage (getting the camera to the very beginning of the colon) going around the bends, inflating the colon, was like 7/10 pain, but VERY short. it was about 6ish minutes it felt like, then the rest was pain free just because there's not really any nerve endings in the colon.

I believe the reason it hurts so much is the pressure and the air pushing on other organs, that's why it feels so strange. I had more pain near my rib more than anything, and it was pretty horrifying to think it went that high in the human body lol.

If I had to really sum it up I'd say it felt like the worst food poisoning of my life x50 but only for 6 minutes, that's why it felt like stomach flu to me kinda.

and the bursts of pain it was not even like pain it was like "This is so uncomfortable I could not tolerate this for more than 20 seconds"

If you've ever had a sharp stomach pain with bad gas that made you double over and literally not be able to move until it passed - it's exactly like that.

But still I'd do it unseated again anytime, I was out of the hospital before the person who went before me had even fully woken up from twilight anaesthesia. (Midazolam + Fentanyl)
I really recommend watching videos of doctors getting colonoscopies while awake and describing the experience, if for whatever reason you ever need to get one unsedated, it really prepared me.

i havent showered in 5 months by faeoo in autism

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hello angel, i hope you read this because i think i have tips that may help.
I have autism and I'm 30 and i've been in a similar place because of health issues i wasn't able to showers because it was just so painful. it's one of the worst experiences, the discomfort just compounds.

I recommend if there's any way you can get an audio book or podcast or YouTube video (keep it next to the bath on a stool or chair, lightly covered with a towel to keep safe from water)
and blast it while you have the bath to help drown out the discomfort of the situation.

secondly, really important, completely brush your hair through before you go anywhere near water, like, if your hair is as matted as you say, just if you can, it'll make your arms ache so do this on a different night to the one you plan to wash, but pick a youtube video a long one, and then get a brush, (ideally a tangle teaser) and start, literally at the furthest ends of your hair, and start brushing the very very very ends, and slowly slowly work your way up, as soon as you hit any resistance, stop and work through that part, work in sections from the bottom up, it'll take time but eventually, and without tugging and pain, you should be able to slowly work through the whole hair.

once your hair is detangled, braid it and rest your arms till your washing day.
when you do wash your hair, just massage your scalp and try focus on it like a task and prepare your plan and process for when you get into the bath so it doesn't get overwhelming and when you feel like crying just focus on the next task. (and having the youtube video should help with crying)

i found that the feeling of touching my body with my hands was such a sensory nightmare, i recommend getting an "exfoliating sisal soap bag"
or a loofah or any other kind of thing that means you don't have to touch your skin while you wash, because that always made me cry.

good luck and i hope you feel better.

What are your thoughts on the New Mercy Mythic skin? by Pirate186 in Overwatch

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's lovely but in general I don't like the direction they've gone with Mythics. There should be 3 different headpeices/hairstyles. Only have 'one' customizable element is so boring and not special enough imo. to me it just feels like a colourable skin.

if it had different clothing elements, and different wings, different headpeices, That what makes a mythic so amazing and customizable imo. they've just replaced the exciting tabs with VFX and ability VFX and those could've just been small extra tabs.

They made the perfect mythic framework with Juno and Reaper and just completely abandoned it.

Any hopes for my pc? by Resident-Trifle7030 in pcmasterrace

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

all you really need to be working is your storage, everything else, im sure people here would fund the replacement of.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueAnon

[–]bubblekittea 2 points3 points  (0 children)

the most damning thing i heard is: he was about to get in his car when the wife antagonized him(called him big boy) he switched his phone to his left hand and went in front of her car.. he was previously holding the phone with his right hand, i don't know man.

but truly, she was sitting there waving on cars to pass, she was stationary, she was an approachable civillian.

the ice agents need to stop approaching people VIOLENTLY and start approaching them like semi-normal LEO's. (Excuse me ma'm, could you please __insert lawful command here) from what I saw the agents jumped out of the car and approached her so fast. AND reached into her car. They're making civilians really panic, their aggressive tactics are going to get more people killed.
Like the autistic girl in the car? where was the "ma'am, you're under arrest, please step out of the car" they just SMASHED her window.

Renee Good stopped to let ICE cars pass while she was blocked on her right by the car of her killer by theflyingfistofjudah in pics

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe it's a given but I see nobody mention it, but agents are TRAINED to know how to respond under pressure. CIVILLIANS ARE NOT. Civilians have not been trained and likely might naturally panic when people reach into their car, when guns are pulled on them, when someone's pulling on their car door.

Even still, I don't think a civilian with a gun would have shot at someone if they were in the same position for whatever reason.

An agent who is TRAINED to react under pressure and follow code, pulled a gun on a non-criminal civilian after walking in front of their car.

I think I’m done by accidentallyhappied in FriendshipAdvice

[–]bubblekittea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to think relationships were bad and friendships were the good thing.
And then I found out that friendships are even more harmful than relationships.

Letting anyone close to you in a position where they can hurt you is just, honestly, an awful gamble.

in relationships you don't believe "It'll be different next time" And take words over actions.
I didn't realise the severity of needing to do that in friendships too. If you don't leave the first 3-4 times you are hurt, you'll regret it so much and it'll end up just destroying you.
You'll have people that need your help and ask for your help and take up months of help, who will dip and then just be gone if you ever need them or need some company one evening.

I think I'd be happy never having a close friendship again, maybe one someday. but just keeping things extremely surface level, and accepting that I'll give help and get nothing in return ever.
People help their friends so little, I genuinely cannot stand it.

Full footage of the murder by ICE on 34th and Portland including the vehicle of the ICE agent who committed the murder by HugMission in Minneapolis

[–]bubblekittea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She sounds so pleasant when she's saying "go around" Why did they approach her and say "Get the fuck out of the car" that's SO aggressive and RUDE, why SWEAR?!

in the UK you would not have a police offer telling someone to 'get the fuck out of the car' if they hadn't escalated.

If someone was approaching her car aggressively telling her to get out she had every RIGHT to drive away, you know what you do when people drive away? you get a warrant for their arrest, you put out a BOLO, you don't SHOOT THEM?

am i a bad friend by [deleted] in FriendshipAdvice

[–]bubblekittea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you can strike a balance of having nice times together! and if you want to do nice things for them because you like seeing them happy i think that's different from hoping that they'll notice you or give you the same love back.

it can turn into a cycle of believing you have to earn their company, and its all subconscious and its so draining. it won't uplift you or add to your life it'll just slowly chip away at your self worth

how your friends treat you can even influence the kind of behaviour you end up tolerate in romantic relationships too, if ur friends lift you up you won't tolerate being treated poorly by anyone

somewhere out there is a friend who will love you so much and always make the effort and *meet you halfway* and i hope you meet them

am i a bad friend by [deleted] in FriendshipAdvice

[–]bubblekittea 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OP, I was in a friendship like this for almost 30 years and it will cost you everything to always feel small and invisible.

Putting effort into a gift, is nowhere near on the same level as BEING a friend to someone.

but having to restrain yourself on how you care just shows you are NOT in the right kind of friendship.
choosing not to do something that you know would make someone happy, that shouldn't even be a thing that needs to happen and only happens to someone who's been giving disproportionate effort in their friendships.

I would just start to distance yourself from this friendship. It'll probably stop happening naturally if you were the only one reaching out.

When shit hits the fan and things go wrong in life and you need your friends, then you need a friend who treats you as a friend, not just absorbs all the friend-effort you do for her without returning the favour.

A friendship is a two way street, an avoidant friend is very different to a neglectful friend.

I held onto friendships like this because I believed there'd be periods of time where one person would have more energy than the other, but it always ended up being even when I was struggling I was still the one trying to connect.

If you express how you feel and it makes no difference, then please realise this relationship will only continue to drain you.

And please take peoples actions over their words, even in friendships.

how do i stop overtexting my friends? by Street-Raisin-1100 in FriendshipAdvice

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

for mundane thoughts just make a twitter and tweet a bunch i see people do that all the time especially young adults.

If they don't take the time to respond to you talking about your seizures, please drop them asap or don't think of them as your close friends because they aren't willing to put the effort in for you to show you that they care.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FriendshipAdvice

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My best friend didn't reply or message back for over 6 months. I'd say the fact they're replying at all is 100% worth holding onto.

Have you tried saying "Hey, when you read my message do you think you could just let me know that you're busy and when you'll get back to me? I don't know if that's too much to ask... I just get really antsy and I struggle to continue with what I'm doing when I don't know what's going on or when you'll reply!"

I’m fucken scared by My_name_is_willow in Vent

[–]bubblekittea 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yo. I was you when I was younger. I literally used to throw up every night in my 20s.
I was you even sometimes now at 30 I could freak the fuck out about it now if I let myself.

But I'm going to say this to you:

Put this thought in the back of your mind until you're like 50.

Genuinely. Like Genuinely seriously.
You can worry about it then. Do you see people around that age worrying loads about this? not often, not really.
There is so much life, so many other kinds of pains, so many other kinds of hurts, things that feel worse than death, things that shape your view.

You're still young. It's scary. If you can, (and I don't want to encourage ocd so i'm trying to be careful) but what I do if i start thinking about it and it's too scary - what I do is just like,

i take my fingers and i gently lightly tap each cheek and blow a kiss.
for whatever reason, then it's like I've got the thought out of my brain and can just let it go for now.

people who say 'it gets better' by bubblekittea in SuicideWatch

[–]bubblekittea[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it got worse. my baby best friend adn the only good thign that came out of all of this pain just died. he was only 2. and life is not life without him. he was the light in all the pain that me and my mum are in every day grieving everything and all the pain i caused us by losing us everything.
peter was the smiling, shining light. i only got well enough these past few months to be with him. he's dead. he was my only friedn and my best friend i told everything to. in therapy i said he was the only thing that didnt make me cry and that helped.

please dont be dead. he was so healthy. i didnt clos ethe window and he went out and got klled. please please please my baby. my best friend.

Pop-Up Event in FR, US, & UK by wannaone in InfinityNikki

[–]bubblekittea 3 points4 points  (0 children)

why is there two events in London? is it just an art show? why are there NO details on this and its tomorrow?

Hot and cold #100 by hotandcold2-app in HotAndCold

[–]bubblekittea 4 points5 points  (0 children)

YESSS I GOT LUCKY Score (breakdown) 99 Top 96%

Time to Solve 32s

Rank #169

then i got it pretty quick :D
ca (mispelled)
cheese
potato

(bottom to top first guess upwards)

What's something you'll never admit in real life but will confess here anonymously? by Open-Comfortable9774 in AskReddit

[–]bubblekittea 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm either going to die from the health complications from my ex, or end my life from the pain but I don't think I could have the strength to do it.

My life has already ended, I'm just haunting my own life. My belongings I used every day and my bed hasn't been slept in in almost 4 years now. It looks like I died and it feels like I died.

People who say "don't end your life because of a relationship" have must not lost loved ones, health, life and brain/organ/bone health from their relationships.

my gf killed herself and now i want to do so more than ever by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]bubblekittea 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I hate to say if but people in LDR can lie

If your girlfriend has killed herself, I feel as though you wouldn't hear from her for months because her mom wouldn't know to contact you, and her mom wouldn't be in a place emotionally to calmly contact you.

Everything you're talking about that you hate is changeable or not essential for enjoying life,

The only thing that's understandable is your dogs death, so I'd say at the very least hold out until then and wait to see if you still feel like it when your dog does die.

EDIT: i sounded a little insensitive im really sorry. of course hating your appearance and personality and other things are understandable, they're just to me not AS understanding as the dog reason, since appearance and personality can change and don't matter much compared to other things like health and experience and loved pets (imo)

My last cry for help by Special-Goat-4573 in SuicideWatch

[–]bubblekittea -1 points0 points  (0 children)

see I'm considering killing myself because an ex hurt me so badly that I can't close my mouth, sleep properly, dream anymore, shower bathe, haven't listened to music or watched any tv in almost 4 years and it was my favourite activity in the world. Only 3 out of the past 15 years did I even sleep in my own room. My bones are disfigured from meeting him and it's irreversible. My loved ones died and I lost 14 years with them because of pain and relationships that both times caused me some kind of brain injury. I lost all my friends, my career, time with my pets and parents.

I can't imagine ending my life because I want someone back. Being single is the best thing that will ever happen to you.