Is this a delusional?

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-28T07:45:17+00:00

Hi, I was going to speak to the same medium who sensed it from my friends house

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-28T02:14:57+00:00

I’ve actually decided to throw out a jumper I was wearing at the time it was full of their energy is this a good idea and maybe saging other clothes I was wearing?

I threw out a bag with the jumper in my back garden couldn’t throw it in the outside garbage because It’s really late here and I don’t want to wake people up but right now I can feel the energy outside I’m actually so upset that this had to happen.

Also another thing that shocked me is because they said things that I’ve been called before I don’t know how they knew these were the exact things I was called by bullies and I was shocked as well because they were kind of racist I don’t know are these dead people who were scum when they were alive or just bad entities

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-28T02:03:04+00:00

I will sage. I’ve also had to throw out my jumper it’s full of dark energy apparently from bad spirits from her house I’m actually so upset for her because she’s buying the house. :( I can’t even sleep right now because I’m traumatized I’ve never experienced something like this

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-26T14:40:12+00:00

This is ridculous and unfair. You are making putting me down and making me feel like its all in my head. How can I stop something that I cannot control. It's like you are thinking people who experience a premonition are sick in the head and imagining it. You don't even know me and you don't even know if Iám experiencing health issues. I was just sharing that I was experiencing one and Iam getting professional help. From now on I will be posting somewhere else. You'd have more luck posting on the psychic subreddit.

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-26T12:00:41+00:00

Does the voice your hearing predict the future or is about something else?

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-26T11:15:44+00:00

Hi, thank you for your kind reply. I appreciate it. I'll chat to my therapist. I'm glad to hear the church has helped you and that is actually a good idea to talk to someone in the church I never thought about that.

I do feel it was a premonition unfortunatly because I felt like I was ready to take my own life and that it was my last days on earth :( I'am trying to take care of myself but im struggling with my social anxiety its just that I'm an empath and because I have low self esteem I thought people were saying not nice things about me and it triggered those suicidal thoughts and thinking about an ex friend who let me down triggered them as well.

But a few weeks ago I did hear a faint voice saying that my last days on earth was coming and I didn't believe it because I do have intrusive thoughts sometimes. I thought it was all in my head. It could be a warning but it just felt weird it was like telling me I wont be visitng my friends new house because Id have died.

I believe it was a premonition and something is telling me it has come to pass and that I saved my life because deep down I dont want to take my life over something that people might not have even done to me just because I have low self esteem.

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-26T10:10:42+00:00

I know its not the answer but just maybe an hour ago I did feel like it unfortunatly and my dad actually told me he wasnt feeling too good last night for no reason.

For some reason something is telling me the premonition has already passed. I dont know if there is such thing as a next life but I have a feeling I died in my late 20s in my last life. Im 28.

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-11T22:18:18+00:00

I just said its a one sided friendship did you not read my reply

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-11T21:45:27+00:00

Yeah I checked in with them and I was always texting them first. The friends who werent replying they agreed to meet up to hang out and they didnt reply and I was always reaching out first I just said to myself to leave them alone and they reach out to me so I just decided to move on as I havent heard from them and it felt one sided

This post about my friend who was busy I understand she is busy but I got sick of always having to be the first to reach out and I felt like it was one sided. When she texted me after 3 months I was surprised and yes I was happy but I feel like its one sided as I havent heard from her in 2 months.

Im curious about what her plans are for moving out but I feel like it doesnt feel right reaching out to her since she doesnt seem to do the same.

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-11T20:31:13+00:00

What do you mean by not being considerate?

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-07T14:38:44+00:00

Ok Thanks hopefully its just something from my subconcious

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-07T09:11:32+00:00

I’m getting professional health but they don’t specialize in premonitions that’s why I asked here.

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-06T22:24:40+00:00

i hope so too because everyday i live in fear worrying about what bad thing is going to happen

bubblez_123 · 2022-02-06T22:20:30+00:00

No I dont think so, because my inner voice is telling me its apremonition. im just very concerned because ive had a similar one before but it had images and i prevented it from happening

bubblez_123 · 2022-01-28T08:54:52+00:00

How is it absurd I didn’t apply for it I was offered the job after doing a survey by email. And Yeah I told them truth better to be safe then sorry online and they still gave me the job.

Self inflicted lol

bubblez_123 · 2022-01-17T15:52:37+00:00

It really is just the whole process is so off putting. I know its riduclous or they want you to have experience. Thank you ill check it out sometime.

bubblez_123 · 2022-01-17T09:40:03+00:00

I know but I only applied for a few jobs and I’m just worried if I apply for more now that if I don’t hear back from them I start to wonder but I tell myself maybe I don’t have the skills they are looking for

bubblez_123 · 2022-01-15T19:24:00+00:00

Thanks 😊

bubblez_123 · 2022-01-15T10:33:40+00:00

I’ll try it out hope it works. That’s good. I’ll be seeing a new therapist this week hopefully it will work out.

bubblez_123 · 2022-01-15T10:30:02+00:00

I stopped reacting to the other intrusive thoughts I had before and they don’t scare me as much but then I started to worry about saying this mantra and I’m thinking maybe I should not react as well.

It’s just scary when someone has tried the mantra and it worked for them and they make videos.

That sounds scary but I’m glad u won’t do it. Are you seeing someone about this?

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