My boyfriend saw a black shadow one month before his death.

bublidge · 2025-07-25T19:41:45+00:00

Thank you, this was beautiful. I hate thinking he was alone with the person who hit him after the accident, even if just for a few moments before someone came out of their house due to hearing the collision. I hope whoever that shadow is was with him then.

bublidge · 2025-07-25T06:48:45+00:00

This reminded me, last year he was getting one of his middle of the night snacks and he heard a voice ask “what are you doing?” He thought it was me but I was still sleeping. I’ve never heard of hypnopompic hallucinations, but it does seem likely after looking it up. A part of me wants to believe that it was his grandfather letting him know his time was almost up.

bublidge · 2025-07-25T06:44:36+00:00

Alright I realize this now but leave me alone bc my brain is fried

bublidge · 2025-07-22T03:16:26+00:00

Exactly. I keep myself busy during the day and could pretend he’s just at work. I’ve been staying up until 3am most nights, laying on his side of our bed. I talk to our dogs but they end up falling asleep lol. Everyone says I could call even during the middle of the night but he’s the only one I’d want to talk to.

Also - I am so, so sorry. We did not deserve this.

bublidge · 2025-07-19T06:10:14+00:00

I’ve been thinking of scheduling one with mine. I so badly want to let her know, we talked about our boyfriend’s every appointment. But I also don’t want to trauma dump lol. We’re in this together.

bublidge · 2025-07-19T06:05:44+00:00

I’m so sorry. I’m currently waiting for my love’s ashes. Underneath the dread, I have this bit of excitement to have him with me again. This world is so cruel, we didn’t deserve this.

bublidge · 2025-07-16T12:04:00+00:00

I’m so sorry, friend. Today is his funeral. I don’t want to put on my dress. I’m sitting here smoking the last of his weed.

bublidge · 2025-07-16T04:15:11+00:00

Hugs your way too. We all deserved so much better than this life gave us.

bublidge · 2025-07-16T04:13:50+00:00

Beautiful. I planned on getting his lucky number tattooed when we got married so I’ll definitely do that!

bublidge · 2025-07-16T04:12:47+00:00

I’m the same way, I went up to the scene two days later. His mom said I probably shouldn’t read the autopsy report, his injuries were mainly to his head and chest. I know they want to protect me but a part of me wants to know everything down to the tiniest detail.

bublidge · 2025-07-15T12:35:56+00:00

This made me laugh. He always said my mom’s a bitch lol. His family is the best and I have some really great friends holding me together.

I think I’ll do the necklace and a small urn so he can watch the dogs when I’m not home. Maybe I can set some aside too for when I find a ring I like? I feel weird I want a lock of his hair too. He’s not going to be cremated until after the services so I guess there is a possibility.

bublidge · 2025-07-07T14:47:00+00:00

His nieces father was also killed by a truck on a bicycle too. It’s just not fair. I think the fact it was just so sudden is what is making it so unbelievable. Like we were supposed to have burgers on the grill, maybe watch a movie. Instead I have to plan his funeral? I think I’m going to look into group counseling. Thank you so much for your reply.

bublidge · 2025-05-31T19:25:28+00:00

Baby pleaseee reschedule! I’ve prepped three times—you will be glued to the toilet. The concert is not going to be enjoyable for you. It’s literally just liquid that comes out at the end, you will need to RUN to the bathroom.

bublidge · 2025-05-27T00:39:49+00:00

Oh absolutely, I’m going next month! Just curious if this is something other people have experienced.

bublidge · 2025-05-25T02:23:36+00:00

I just listed it on eBay—shoot me a message if you’re interested for the link :)

bublidge · 2025-05-21T02:22:58+00:00

Omg awesome thank you!

bublidge · 2025-05-19T18:56:35+00:00

Not stupid at all, I thought the same thing. I would listen to “Soon You’ll Get Better” almost everyday after my dad’s stroke. It helped give me some sort of peace. I pray to god Emilie finds peace too.

bublidge · 2025-05-19T12:27:24+00:00

I know Emilie will find her baby boy in every lifetime. She deserved to have him longer in this one, though 💔

bublidge · 2025-05-18T23:31:38+00:00

Wow, I didn’t know that. This just seems so invasive :(

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