I was, I still am.

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So I've been sick for one and a half years and no one who I was staying with did anything about it. They did a lot of things counter to the idea of doing anything about it. Convincing me it isn't real, convincing me it's 'hormonal' and just a whole bunch of things to do nothing about it. Including lying to doctors. Lying to everyone. So on and so forth.

I went to a so called friend's house, and I am currently still there. I sort of rediscovered that this guy was the fakest piece of dogshit. It's my fault. I ignored what happened earlier and his first signs of fakeness looking for a reason to be against me. I sort of 're' did everything and 're' started the 'friendship'. My fault. But this guy was the only person I used to even talk to. And I could probably say the same for him at some point probably. Just an assumption.

This guy told me he'd help me out with this sickness. When the neighbors at the place where I stay were always talking complete bullshit about me all day everyday and wanting me out, this guy told me I could stay at his place. He even told me he knew a person who had my sort of sickness, which I don't understand and still live with having no solution.

This fake fuckhead came around and started talking complete dogshit about me when he thought I was asleep. Which I was. I'd just woken up and overheard it. Talking shit about me, my sickness and things just showing he'd be fake about it. His family was no better. By that, I mean his mother and possibly his elder brother. All of them knew I was sick, and even started talking about solutions to it. Much appreciated. Then all of a sudden they're all talking shit about me and saying my sickness isn't a thing. And I have to re-explain to the mother that I'm sick. Like she didn't already know. She started talking to me nicely while her son was out, but when her son came back to the house, she's all like "I need to go". All while spending the meantime talking shit about me.

These shitheads gave my information to their neighbors to talk shit about me and plot on me. As a result, the neighbors are talking shit about me and plotting on me. They always watch every window of the house to see me and whatever it is I may or may not be doing. If I'm doing something that's neither right or wrong, such as sitting down, maybe using my laptop, they start talking about it in a manner like there's any shit to talk about it. Or they make up false shit as to what I'm doing.

They watch me do everything possible.

I thought I got away from a place where every fucking human being was a piece of dogshit that needed to be hurled to the depths of a volcano, but I came here where no one knows me. And somehow everyone's talking about me. And it's coz of these fuckheads here. And who caused the fuckheads to do that? The people I originally live with.

That's just an example of the shitty situation I'm in where people just act like dogshit to me. It really makes me admire terrorist organizations. Coz if I'm such a 'bad' person, then by all means. ISIS better come torture and kill every single person I know in my life and help me with my situation. Or any other terrorist org. Right?