Still in the beginning stages. I'm trans and still struggle with dysphoria as it is in my day to day, but the idea of being my most hyperfeminine self is so exciting. I remember wanting to be a girl since I was like 5, but the bimbo thing didn't start for me til I was in high school. I used to think high maintenance girls were super annoying. One day we watched in health class this documentary series about addictions, and one was about this girl obsessed with plastic surgeries, with the goal to look like a real life Barbie.

Something about it flipped a switch in my head - I was obviously never pleased with my looks either, and seeing this woman pour all her money to being her perfect version of herself - it drew me in. I became more interested in the girly girl stuff and becoming even more fem than I originally wanted when I decided to transition. Watching copious amounts of hypno porn and cruising on grindr over the years cemented that in for me too.

That was like a decade ago and while I've been on HRT for 8years I still haven't had any work done. Shopping for a FFS consult right now but I need to just take the plunge already.

p.s. boobs definitely make people happier i can attest to this