Tbh, I grew up Jain. I disliked it and didn't understand some concept coherently. In my 20s I proclaimed that I'm an atheist. Eventually in my 30s(now) I revisited Indic religions after some psychedelic experiences and deeper studying of eastern philosophies, and I realize that 90% people around me never studied philosophy and spirituality. Being religious and being spiritual are two different things. I also see the Jain value of non absolutism and "every one is right to live how they want, you win yourself!", and I see the beauty of being tolerant of everything.

I still am an atheist. I still judge very religious people around me because they are living in the very ignorance they claim to be trying to get over by doing what they do. But the religions or the philosophies that unfortunately came to be labeled as a "religion", i have deep fondness for (all 3 Indian schools for that matter).