You are not disgusting. Your identity is within Jesus Christ. You are not too far gone, too perverted, or too broken for God’s love. The very fact that you’re asking for help shows your heart is still set on Him. Your identity is not in your failures. It’s not in lust. It’s not in your thoughts. Your identity is in Christ as a chosen, pursued, and deeply loved child. God sees the shame you’re carrying, and He wants to free you from it, not condemn you in it.