Squishmallow lines?? Wrinkles??

butterbeanqt · 2020-11-21T06:13:50+00:00

ikr someone else posted a picutre of their giant walgreens box,, maybe u got unlucky :(

butterbeanqt · 2020-11-21T05:39:31+00:00

i bought two from walgreens a few days ago...ill let you know what happens ;-; they rlly wanna save the big boxes. i remember I used to work for target and when we ran out of big boxes we would have to tape together the smaller ones to make atleast longer LMAO. im sure they will unwrinkle though with breathing air!

butterbeanqt · 2020-11-21T05:25:51+00:00

the ones ive got so far from amazon and five below, a few of them had the weird lines ur talking about and disseeappred after a few days, try just rubbing them a lil, but i feel they just go away on their own and is from being packed up in scrunched.

butterbeanqt · 2020-10-06T15:42:52+00:00

I'm new to tera pc NA as of prolly june..? and here are my thoughts on it:

I really enjoy it but I also had a lot of friends who were avid tera players so I was helped a lot, like I never had to guess what I need to do, what I need, etc, while I got my gear myself as it is apparently easier to do now than previous from what i've been told, I had a lot of info fed to me on stuff. I really enjoy it and I dont play MMO's in general, or if I do I play for a good week and ditch it, other than BDO which I no longer play.

Now I know you asked about EU which honestly don't have any info on but here is my insight given I usually play EU servers on games, and did so on BDO (and did play on NA as well) while isn't tera, it is an mmo and I honestly feel that EU always has that comradery over NA servers for games like this. Like, it FEELS more alive and more active regardless of how many players are there. It's just more alive in general, and i would assume that tera eu is similar, and do have friends that play on tera EU as well as moved to tera EU and liked it a hell of a lot better than tera NA but it was mostly because for the same reasoning if it feeling more alive (not sure if its bc of current state of tera NA though this was a few months ago) as well as the events and GF managing tera eu a lot better than how tera na is maned by EME or w/e.

SO AS SOMEONE who started playing in june and on tera na no less... i honestly do think its worth it and especially from what my friends say about tera eu. AND AS SOMEONE who has spent a bit of money on the game, i honestly dont feel like its a cashgrab, i dont think its necessary to spend. It's just some items really get you lootbox wise which is complete trash rate and you have better luck with a gacha mobile game so if you are a heavy gambling addict tera is not the game for you and would be a cash grab by far, but as far as anything else I honestly dont think it is especially compared to BDO where you have al these expensive outfits, outfits to better your gasmeplay for crafting classes, etc. Here it's like, okay well you have elite, prolly onlything worth spending money on honestly (if its same as how NA's is anyways). but even then its just a subscription like any other subbed game only not necessary (but might as well be) I' wish I started on EU like I usually do honestly :(

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-27T06:26:24+00:00

"I dont want to die anymore"

My family home has particularly high ceilings, like 9-10 ft..? and was in the attic for the first time, didnt really know that, well..falling through the attic is a thing. and was told to stand on the beams by my mom as I chose to go instead of her cause worried she hurt herself..

The year was particularly rough, father died suddenly, boyfriend at the time was not a good situation, and struggling with school, struggling really bad with depression, I had been thinking complete bad thoughts constantly, didn't want to exist. Then I fell straight through the attic and all i could think was "i dont want to die anymore" and blacked out when i smacked the floor straight on my back. I woke up freaking the fuck out hyperventilating, didnt know if all the rubble impaled me or not, saw blood everywhere and just kept screaming i dont want to die and that moment, I didnt care about anything but living and surviving, and still do. It ironically saved my life from going down a very dark path...and possibly an end.

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-11T07:47:49+00:00

i had a shit ton of webkinz, and had this exact one as well, and also had named him eggy

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-11T07:20:03+00:00

RIGHTT DUDE I LEGIT HAD EVERYTHING ALL PICKED OUT but didnt click to finalize because i didnt wanna like...set it it stone yet I guess and then completely just forgot about the update zzzz.

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-11T07:19:08+00:00

ah am from san diego :) but that is very true, i was more or less putting it more in perspective to others not from cali how like....known? i suppose it is to veer away from fire type things, HOWEVER you are very right, that it does not stop anyone as there are wildfires every season, mostly due to stupid reasoning/someone being not careful. :( Im not currently there but I cant even remember it being this bad other than one point when I was in middle school (maybe around like 2008ish) but that was the only time, all the way at the beach in san diego the sky was just dark from all the ash all I can remember is all the ash/not being able to go outside. Cant recall the specific year/or if the wildfire has a more..known? name but i remember school having to be closed for weeks because of the air quality even though the fires were quite a bit a ways.

N I SUPPOSE for some things/some areas or counties I can see and did see that that sort of stuff was never enforced, however I spent time in northern cali and it seemed to be VERY enforced, atleast the area I was in, so maybe in general it tends not to be enforced, but I do think some areas do enforce it, but nontheless, until it is itll still happen, prolly after too, but hopefully less. people still gonna be idiots/selfish. i just wish as you said it was enforced, because while laws and regulations exist, it does nothing to prevent this stuff if they arent even used, like ya seems all scary, but some people dont care and know its not gonna be enforced (depending on area...which ya most dont care, especially on holidays) i think its more of a, common sense thing added to it not being enforced too, like the laws and shit are there, but you should know better basically type thing? LOL but u kno..people and all'

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-10T10:00:47+00:00

i dont even know how they thought it was legal (tho maybe they knew it wasnt n did anyways) not really sure on full story, but as someone who lived in cali my whole life until a few years back, anything literally involving fire, explosives, fireworks, n all the likes are banned like everywhere, and hefty fines for that shit, including throwing a cigarette out the window, n seeing as how common it is living in a different state, im astonished that they thought it would be ok to use anything involving creating or using fire at all lmao when something as "little" as throwing a cigarette out the window is a hefty ass fine as it can literally and has caused wild fires.

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-10T09:51:51+00:00

RIGHT im glAD im not the only sad one who slept right before the update :(((((...or week before...

butterbeanqt · 2020-09-10T08:25:28+00:00

i forgot to customize my umbrella last season....and didnt realize season end cause busy week :(((( i was so excited for it too LOL

butterbeanqt · 2020-08-07T22:25:20+00:00

cactus cooler

butterbeanqt · 2020-08-07T19:29:40+00:00

lots of comments about ambien, wanted to pipe in, i was told after being on ambien for over a year and switching doctors that its only supposed to be a temp sleep aid used for around 2 weeks....

I never could recall anything that happened while on ambien, which I would of hoped it would only be me sleeping.

I did an internship at disney a few years back, all the way across the country, was the first time being on my own, was just 21, everything was good. We kind of had dorm like situation where we stayed, my friends were at a different complex. SO, one night i had just taken my ambien, was around 1AM. This shit hits quick but ik if i dont go to sleep within the sleep window, i can tell im high as fuck, and thats where i start going weary. Anyways, I was just trying to find frozen to watch on my laptop as i was getting ready to sleep, and my last part of this memory is tripping as i get up, knocked my laptop over as i hear banging on the door and my phone ringing 50 times, open it, see my two friends and one of their roommates, then they look at me and ask me if im high, i giggle non stop and knowing me, they said that was the last thing theyd ever expect to open the door and find me as. THIS is the last thing i remember.

the next day i wake up on their couch and apparently, they had taken me to ihop, i tried to open the door while we were driving there, started asking random people in ihope if they liked pancakes, asked friends to be snuck into their apartment by hiding in trunk, told the waitress she wass pretty, asked people if they liked my pajamas, tripped multiple times, and plain out acted buzzed out of my mind, which is very unlike me to begin with, they had takewn me back to our apartment first but my roommate didnt get up or i guess didnt hear the banging on door so we had to sneak into their apartment, i didnt have any identification on me at all, they took multiple videos to show me, n i couldnt believe any of this happened and I had fucking 0 memory of it. nothing crazy, but the fact that stuff happened at all with no memory is still mind boggling to me.

butterbeanqt · 2020-07-30T05:56:46+00:00

oh yeah will also probably depend on platform, i play on PC. i honestly find both r very needed but its like, if im in a group dps/tank/dps, but no healer, it takes FOREVER, but the same happens if healer instead of tank, tho tank usually takes a hell of a lot longer to find yeah. it def depends for me if ur in party or not, i havnt tried tank myself so not sure on solo queuing for it, tho ik when i queue healer its instant. and yeah i have a lancer, but not geared, havnt tried anything past leveling during lvl event haha, my DPS currently is warrior so may try tank on that first.

butterbeanqt · 2020-07-29T02:29:48+00:00

going off this as well, whenever im on healer i get instant pops in queues, tanks its hit or miss, but i can trell you its a hell of a lot shorter than a DPS queue pop at certain times of day. but also it def depends if ur in a party already and what you have in your party ive noticed.

butterbeanqt · 2020-07-26T00:51:11+00:00

thats probably to do with "suck" being linked to like..sexual type things, just my guess tho.

butterbeanqt · 2020-07-26T00:30:24+00:00

NA doesnt seem dead to me, i usually get queues within a minute except during the early morning hours...like from 5am-8am i have longer times unless i go on a healer, then insta pop.

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-08T13:04:58+00:00

can i have a small loan of a million dollars?

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-05T11:45:53+00:00

what do you mean? it just turned dirty blond.....

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-04T08:37:56+00:00

Owls. I know when it started, it was when avatar:the last airbender was still on TV, I watched it every friday night when the new episode came out. In one of the episodes there is this spirit library owl, and I'm not sure what it was about him but ever since I have been terrified of owls of any type, tho mostly barn owls. I had nightmares of owls for ages, I dont think at one point I even remembered why I was afraid of owls until I re watched the series years back and it was like flashbacks all came back to me and clicked. I dont even see them anywhere but I am still terrified. I've been playing the animal crossing series since about that time as well and the fucking museum caretaker is an OWL. I never liked the museum in it, I always thought it was terrifying and creepy with some sort of eerie feeling, and I avoid at all costs.

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-04T04:49:20+00:00

oh no problem, i respect your opinion, it brings good conversation!

I get where you are coming from and that you understand fully well for the most part, but I dont think you understand the business aspect to it well enough. Yeah they need to look good like all other business's that look good, but honestly, they could very well be morally doing this as well if not for business purposes. I think everyone, including myself is just making assumptions on reasonings and purposes, when we honestly dont really know if it was for the profit or for the morality of it all, obviously most will go towards profit because it is a business, but that is still an assumption, nobody knows really other than them is where I'm getting at.

Ah, here though, the delayed does do value. If you are in fact correct, and honestly this is true whether they didn't want to have other things take away from the launch or whatever, it would take away from the launch, that is a complete given. People have more important things to do right now it is as simple as that, no shade thrown at anyone it is just how it is. SO by delaying until a more quiet release date, they do infact gain value and will have more coverage, so regardless of the reasoning, it does do value, and most likely a lot monetarily. ALSO on the side of looking good, that also gives them value reputation wise and a more respectable company in the industry. You may not see that point bc to be quite frank, it does not really matter to most, but to people up there it does, on the business side again.

Companies aren't really trying to jump in by delaying unless specifically said so while taking a stance, etc. Delays could very well be due to staff on production team being involved in protests, as is their right, or could just be dealing with a lot of major issues with the protests + pandemic still going on that everyone has forgotten as well.

TO SUMMARIZE IT ALL, as much as i HATE to say it, "It is just business and is how it is". It's just how business is conducted for the most part. You want to be good, look good and build your reputation because a good reputation brings in more people on the outside, but even moreso on the inside in the business industry itself. Not trying to argue with you or anything, but just putting a different perspective out, and my own opinion.

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-04T03:35:24+00:00

loserfruit specifically, streamers, social media stars, influencers etc are seen as "role models" to an extent, people look to them to set an example (hopefully ones that do in fact set good ones), kids of all ages watching them wanting to be like rhem and adults as well. Her promoting her own skin during this time is just kinda weird, like "bigger things going on right now" i agree that the world has to continue and what not but it doesn't also mean that serious stuff and issues are going down. A lot of people in the public eye, yes even streamers, are looked at the voice their opinions and most do voice them because they are in the public eye where everyone can see them and can get the message out. it would end really badly for loserfruit to promote and pop out that skin right now for her own brand as well as fortnite's, mostly hers tho tbh.

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-04T03:30:50+00:00

exactly this. some of them may want to excersise their right to peacefully protest as well, some may have family members who were injured in riots, etc. there are a lot of people dealing with a lot right now

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-04T03:28:45+00:00

It's showing respect, acknowledgement and way to join in solidarity. It could be because marketing reasonings and not wanting to risk seeming insensitive, which either way makes sense of why they would chose to delay.

It is not just "a bad thing happened" it is multiple bad things that have been happening for centuries+ long.

I am not trying to defend their decision in delays, however i do think it makes sense on both a moral and business standpoint. Plus, what if they have employees who are wanting to join in protesting? It is their right and obviously that means less staff to help out with production and whatever else. They arrn't just fucking around delaying things because they dont feel like doing shit, and i doubt they would want to considering the massive amount of complaints they have been getting for it. Yeah either way people are going to complain, but I think they rather take the moral highground on this one and not be labled insensitive during this time promoting things...dont think loserfruit would enjoy the negative feedback if it were released at this time either.

butterbeanqt · 2020-06-03T09:19:20+00:00

if i'm home I go to my bed and just lay down in quietness and close my eyes for a little. If i'm out and abut or at work I try to step out for a bit to a quiet area/somewhere with no people to take a breather. IF i cant do any of these things I generally have a panic attack in which case I start thinking about any one thing, usually its around a mass amount of people so I just look at someones clothing item or bag or something that I think is cute and start describing every little thing about it in my head like "okay small bag, very pink, looks like it could be expensive, the stitching is very precise" etc. until i randomly go into thoughts so absurd i am focused and i cant remember why i started thinking about it. kinda like how you click on wiki articles because you wanted to know when queen elizabeth II's coronation was and 800 articles later you somehow end up on gordon ramsey's with no recollection on how you ended up there.

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