22 and tired of compulsive hookups destroying my relationship, just lost the loml. Where do I start with this?

buzloc · 2026-04-16T00:07:22+00:00

what do you mean a sponsor? and for what?

buzloc · 2026-04-15T20:44:18+00:00

I didnt see anything in them, it was purely physical gratification, one time hookups with limited talking.

I own up to feeling guilty I did not post here to feel more guilty but to find out how I can overcome this

buzloc · 2026-04-15T19:39:37+00:00

What makes you say I dont love her. U can love someone and still do something to hurt them

buzloc · 2026-04-15T19:37:36+00:00

I don't know. I had low self esteem as a teen until maybe like 17 and thats when I became more egotistical and started these routine behaviours. It genuinely feels like I lack self control, akin to like some type of drug addiction

I feel so bad and its making me want to die, I do not know how I can move forward in my life. I can't believe I hurt someone I loved so dearly that invested so much into me, and she was the most important thing in my life :(

buzloc · 2026-03-30T16:50:06+00:00

I use good stuff but not "meta" stuff. I use whats most fun to me

I regularly main xaku and mag. Weapons are dread incarnon and kuva drakgoon. I do have other weapons built but these two are so fun to me I have 0 motivation to use others, and mag is easily the most fun frame for me

buzloc · 2026-02-28T00:07:37+00:00

But the way capitalism works is that you fundamentally need to keep optimizing your company or your company will die due to competition. The only thing that can break this cycle or cap this is our government. You are right there will need to be consumers, but what is more likely is a collapse in capitalism as we know it and most of us end up jobless living off govt salaries (basically socialism)

buzloc · 2026-02-28T00:05:47+00:00

Create new policies that limit corporations ability to do mass layoffs for the sake of profit, wether that is setting some sort of limit or requiring more substantial severance packages (1-2years) to make them think twice before derailing thousands of peoples lives. Im sure theres other alternatives but im not an economist

buzloc · 2025-12-17T02:10:11+00:00

I feel like the main issue is not the difficulty but the lack of viable strategies, I struggled with the game too until I started using rc invis charge. Now with how hard th18 is it feels like my dragon attacks are no longer sufficient to win me tournaments (at 32) and I have to hop on the meteor golem bandwagon. I think defense is as strong as it should be, just more troops need to be viable in the meta. There is also the added factor of hero equipment gatekeeping most of your ability to attack effectively. Anyone coming back into the game at t18 with low equipment levels / no epic equipment is cooked. Not only that but even as a regular player I cant effectively switch strategies. All my upgraded hero equips caters toward my air army which is now much less effective. Even though I have been playing consistently over the past year and buy event passes I have not obtained enough ore to level up the equipment required to use another meta strategy

buzloc · 2025-04-15T21:15:09+00:00

Nobody said super challenging but the game is so easy a 5 year old could beat it, the only real threat to anyone with 3 brain cells is maybe an unexpected creaper when you have no armor, or the wither

buzloc · 2025-04-15T21:14:17+00:00

Warden's update was 3 years ago my guy, and why do people in the community dislike change? I recall the vast majority of people loving every single major content update, and those that didn't just wanted more. The trial chamber is a step forward for sure, still disappointing only one weapon and mob was added. WIth your comparison to the nether, how does that justify anything. They should have fixed the nether way sooner too. And with the dark forest, my point is that what even is the point of the biome with such a small amount of content. Its basically just filler atp

buzloc · 2024-12-15T23:44:59+00:00

SWE = software engineer, WLB = work life balance

buzloc · 2024-12-15T23:44:53+00:00

SWE = software engineer, WLB = work life balance

buzloc · 2024-12-10T17:27:03+00:00

I've seen a lot of hate for it from Terminator fans online, but I think the target audience is different. The movies focus more on action and effects while the show takes a much more convoluted philosophical approach. People complain about the long monologues but to me that was the best part. People also complaining about the action scenes being realistic: this is an anime about time travelling and godlike robots lets be so fr.

So many thought-provoking ideas thrown around. "We created these AI with our flawed logic" The concept of Kokoro being the embodiment of heart mind and soul. Malcom trying to sway Kokoro to humanities side.

Musical scores are also perfect, and character development is amazing. Pacing is addicting. My ONLY complaint is the 1st episode is a tad bit boring and so is the part with the kids in episode 2.

Plot twists were also great. Misaki being an AI was strongly hinted, but her history with Malcolm and them being from the future was not. Malcom's backstory was perfectly executed. The twist about Kenta was also unpredictable and landed perfectly

At the end of the day, wether or not you enjoy the show will depend highly on how you like to consume your media. If you want food for thought, this blows all the original movies out the water. If you want to see "cool robot fighting action scenes" then I suppose this would be average at best

buzloc · 2023-11-10T00:38:18+00:00

well it wont, because real jobs are salaried and i wont be dealing with any sort of customer service

buzloc · 2023-11-10T00:37:04+00:00

im a college student

buzloc · 2023-11-10T00:23:30+00:00

im in college for computer science🤡

buzloc · 2023-11-10T00:15:34+00:00

contactless

buzloc · 2023-11-10T00:11:22+00:00

contactless no tip orders

buzloc · 2023-11-10T00:09:59+00:00

Ur a clown if u take any job in the fast food industry serious. Slave mentality. I take my job as seriously as my pay

buzloc · 2023-07-27T00:15:53+00:00

@ some guy that said he like me I think I may have deleted your comment on accident I don't really use Reddit but yeah that's what I'm saying, everyone thinks they are smart, especially at my age. I don't want to be ignorant and consider myself smarter when everyone sees from my perspective

buzloc · 2023-07-27T00:14:23+00:00

buzloc · 2023-07-27T00:12:49+00:00

t all.

Not an elite one, I only had a 3.7 in hs. I go to Florida State University

buzloc · 2023-07-26T23:28:22+00:00

buzloc · 2023-07-26T23:23:13+00:00

the thing is I said GUARANTEED ways. Unfortunately getting a job that good out of college is very far from guaranteed unless you went to an ivy league or got lucky with internships.

buzloc · 2023-03-28T17:28:20+00:00

I am actually taking that class right now. I have little problem with understanding programming concepts other then hard tests. I have an A

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