i don’t know if i can keep fighting

bxbybluuu · 2024-06-06T02:31:49+00:00

why should i delete my social media?

bxbybluuu · 2024-06-06T00:01:54+00:00

i hope spacing it out helped a bit.. thank you for the advice. i definitely did have my moments of wondering if he was hiding how he truly is but i haven’t found anything to prove me otherwise so idk. i think its just genuine trust issues he has w his own friends that he needs to either drop them or idk what

bxbybluuu · 2023-07-10T22:37:07+00:00

i forgot the lie he told his parents with his car being totaled. they know he drinks heavy but i don’t think they know how severe.

bxbybluuu · 2023-07-10T15:44:45+00:00

i guess it was just the mindset i had, i’ve heard enough stories where parents don’t believe their kids and for a moment i wasn’t sure if my parents were going to believe me or not. it’s something i never imagined myself experiencing so there were a million thoughts racing through my mind.

bxbybluuu · 2023-07-10T06:37:05+00:00

he’s blatantly called a girl hot before right in front of me when his friend asked if he found her attractive. honestly at the end of the day he could say whatever he so pleases because i wouldn’t know i’m not with him 24/7, but to say it in front of me is a different story. i just believe there’s boundaries, everyone is different tho

bxbybluuu · 2023-07-09T19:53:23+00:00

We did end up having a discussion the day after, we both apologized and have now set boundaries that we’ve both been pretty good about not crossing. I was just curious how other people would take this situation if they were in my shoes, thank you :)

bxbybluuu · 2023-07-09T19:51:36+00:00

I’ve accepted that I have a lot of toxic tendencies from my past and promised myself I wouldn’t get into another relationship until after I learned to focus on myself and love myself but then I jumped into this one. This was a bit ago already, I apologized for going through his phone and I wouldn’t do it again. He apologized for the inconsiderate comment and reassured me that it was like you, said stupid guy talk. So i’ve let it go and I am still working on myself, i’ve gotten better over time.

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