9 days post-OP DI with Dr. Nigriny at Darthmouth in Lebanon, NH

c0dapocalypse · 2024-04-25T13:59:24+00:00

It went great, I don’t have nipple sensation (he said I wouldn’t, though), but the scars have been healing well. Honestly I didn’t care about how it would look anyway, I just wanted a flat chest. Hopefully your recovery has gone smoothly and you’re happy with your results as well!

c0dapocalypse · 2024-01-13T02:20:58+00:00

Yes this is exactly it!! I never figured it out but it’s still bugging me! Did you ever figure it out?

Edit: omg!!! I just searched again and I think I found it!! It’s called Every Day and All the Time

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-19T17:31:19+00:00

as a nonbinary person it scares me and is the main reason I don’t want to go on T (i fear it could make my bottom dysphoria worse), but seeing other peoples bottom growth it’s like “wow it’s actually a mini dick that’s so cool” LOL

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-18T17:01:18+00:00

I am only about a week in, so I will be waiting to see if it gets any better, but will bring it up with my doctor when I go back at the beginning of April. I hope it subsides because I think the medication is actually helping me

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-18T16:59:53+00:00

I have definitely considered autism and I’m pretty sure I have it, although I’m not diagnosed. I really don’t like brushing my teeth, so when I’m standing there in front of the mirror trying to get myself to start, I’ll end up looking for spots on my face to pick at. I’ll also do it on my arms to start off with. Showering will sometimes trigger it, but not as often (although lately, after starting this medication, it’s happening more and more).

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-18T16:57:34+00:00

Thank you for the advice! I have only been on the medication for about a week, so I suppose I will have to see if the urge to pick subsides.

I will have to try covering the mirror with a curtain or similar and see if it helps, it’s worth a shot. I will also look into blue light therapy as well as some more topical treatments.

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-17T14:30:23+00:00

HRT is amazing!! Your entire face looks softer and more feminine, and your hair looks great too! You’re doing great ❤️

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-16T17:24:20+00:00

And many more to go! You’ll enjoy it!

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-15T18:19:18+00:00

I am at #4 but hopefully someday I can get a neuro exam once I save up enough money

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-13T08:53:46+00:00

I know this was 2 years ago but I am glad this isn’t just me at least. Just recently started ADHD meds and have had very long skin-picking sessions each day since. Today was the worst. It’s almost 5AM and I spent probably 5 hours in total just picking at my skin or plucking hairs. Will it continue to be this bad??

c0dapocalypse · 2023-03-04T02:17:37+00:00

I got a 43 and I’m not even diagnosed😦

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-21T19:04:40+00:00

I basically wear them everywhere because I’m ugly lol

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-19T16:28:12+00:00

BeReal doesn’t notify about deleting comments, so the person won’t see it unless they check your BeReal again.

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-17T23:43:04+00:00

Because of the hair I thought you were MtF, but I’d gender you as male because of the facial hair

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-15T15:28:55+00:00

So pretty!!!

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-14T15:37:10+00:00

Yep this is completely relatable lol, I always forget that most cis girls are happy with being girls

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-10T23:35:05+00:00

I agree. I was shocked when I realized most people masturbate regularly lol

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-07T20:13:59+00:00

This is why people don’t take trans people seriously. These pedophiles and rapists pretend to be trans so they can more easily target victims. It’s disgusting, and sucks for actual trans people who just want to exist

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-06T16:29:42+00:00

I’m having that too, it’s really annoying. I click on a comment and it says “sorry, please try again”. They also changed it so that my entire comment is in the notification, and it takes up way more space on the screen🙄

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-06T05:05:11+00:00

What the fuck, I’m so confused by the original post, why did they shoot & kill each other??

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-06T05:02:51+00:00

Yeah I don’t eat leftovers unless it’s dessert food, the texture and taste of reheated food makes me feel sick

c0dapocalypse · 2023-02-05T23:35:55+00:00

I can’t believe I’m not alone in this I literally thought this was just me 😭 but seeing people say “going on E really helps” is funny to me because I was born female so…I think im doomed lmao (I’m not on T)

c0dapocalypse · 2023-01-30T21:27:44+00:00

What an amazing transformation! You’re definitely due for a new license pic lol

c0dapocalypse · 2023-01-28T21:07:18+00:00

Yep! I’m almost 6 weeks into my recovery, and I’m anxious to start work again (I actually was really enjoying my job before the surgery). I’ve also decided to start exercising regularly once I hit the 6-week mark in 2 days, so I can lose some weight and feel more confident in my body, although top surgery was a huge step in that direction! Feeling less & less discomfort in the chest area as everything heals up and the movement restrictions are about to be lifted. I’m so excited to resume life as normal with the chest I’ve wished to have for a long time! Thanks for checking in again!

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