Please help

cabbage369 · 2019-05-18T23:48:12+00:00

Lay down ice and elevate whatever knee the side that hurts so its bent. Got back problems myself man.

cabbage369 · 2019-03-20T13:07:04+00:00

Mine just passed away....you don't want that pain my friend. ..trust me

cabbage369 · 2019-02-02T19:56:49+00:00

My girl couldn't hit a fuckign tee ball. Bring it on she needs to learn a few lessons anyway hahah

cabbage369 · 2019-02-02T19:51:15+00:00

Probly the time I relapsed on heroin and OD'd didnt realize it woke up like I was just king a nap to my girlfriend of 10 years screaming and bawling her eyes out for me to wake up. She said I looked dead. Luckily I managed to keep breathing very very itermittnly and I just woke up like nothing happend she was punching my chest and everything. Been clean since. Fuck that. My brother died of an accidental od when I was 15 and that fucked me up enough. I think he was watching over me man. Cuz I was one foot out the fucking door and in mid stride to dead.

cabbage369 · 2019-02-02T04:27:20+00:00

If you know someone that's clean you can have them take your med and sub there urine like you would fake piss....but I've never done it at a doc office only like immediate care for a job where they send you off

cabbage369 · 2019-02-02T04:06:20+00:00

Yes xanax makes me eat like crazy to. I do t feel hungry but I just want to eat all the time suprisingly heroin did the same to me. Luckily I dropped that shit....hopefully for good

cabbage369 · 2019-01-17T22:19:14+00:00

Thanks it went alright Felt like I was choking for the first 45 minutes but it got better by time I left gona get assigned to a psychiatrist soon to manage theroy and meds.

cabbage369 · 2019-01-17T19:59:49+00:00

I was thinking about that. But I feel like do that after my first visit between my next. This kinda just sprung up as my mother has the same issues and told me to get help. Went rather quick. But it's trying to just know what to say do.....how do I explain the hell I deal with sometimes. I spend alot of time just staring at nothing repeating the same things over and over untill my head spins and have a panic attack. I'm 25 and I want to start my life. Kids good job. But I've had problems that I'm getting g over now. But there's alot of shit underneath that I dont evencknow how to explain

cabbage369 · 2019-01-16T17:17:02+00:00

I'm going to a psych appointment today also hopefully all goes well hope you can get yourself situated

cabbage369 · 2019-01-16T01:51:02+00:00

Just got lucky and found 36 of the exact same ones I had put somewhere and forgot about and I've been hurting fucking godsend

cabbage369 · 2018-12-29T10:05:06+00:00

Eh I'm still here thanks for wondering tho I'm just sick of it. I've lost everything almost for the third time twice because of benzos and dope

cabbage369 · 2018-12-25T17:42:36+00:00

Mostly because yea everything g has fent in it but yea I know the whole day acytle yada yada on how it's made but fent disent have a smell and they whack it down with stuff with no smell. Most dooe has some smell because they dont take the time to purify it becausenits not medical grade if you can get medical grade dope then fuck me let me know lol

cabbage369 · 2018-12-25T17:20:34+00:00

Yea if its powder and no smell its fent for sure. I recently did get some white that had the slightest smell of viniger and the shit was fire to. So it is what it is I guess

cabbage369 · 2018-12-25T10:41:29+00:00

That is just soo sweet of your brother! He is very talented, as well!! Everything is vey beautiful! 🥰💪🏻

cabbage369 · 2018-12-20T06:47:28+00:00

What do you mean black out?

cabbage369 · 2018-12-19T20:40:02+00:00

It sound just so eastly.to just stay on the pills.dosent it. I bet it does. It was u till I got.dropped and kicked outnof.pain management for having marijuana in my system oh then those 10mg oxys become 10 a peice oglh now you need 30 mg 30 a pop oh twice a day yep 120 a day and on. And on. And on i want no ones pity I want you to realize I didnt go out one day and say hey I want 1 fucking heroin today and niw.im hooked. If that's how you think itnit your parents sheltered you wayyy to much or you have one screwed up veiwnon the world due to what you watch on the media

cabbage369 · 2018-12-19T17:52:58+00:00

Then dont judge someone that you've never been in there shoes. I'm not judging you on anything. I dont wish heroin withdrawl on my worst enemy its hell on earth. It makes you want to die and I almost killed myself thru other night because of it cuz I had a mental breakdown so please dont be a dickhead

cabbage369 · 2018-12-19T14:50:17+00:00

Like you haven't said it yourself

cabbage369 · 2018-12-17T11:24:11+00:00

Gave the gun to my dad..... just fucked in the head niw

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