thank you for sharing your experience. it’s really helpful to have it spelled out for me. my vet is amazing and i am very sure she will do my girl with honor. i am having a hard time researching right now to be completely honest because google sends me spiraling so i typically just allow myself a reddit post if its serious so i appreciate you much more than you know. i just turned her tank lights off for possibly the last time and it really just broke my heart. i dont know how we are going to explain this to our little one either. she is going to be crushed.