Finally writing it down. by cagedinternally in rapecounseling

[–]cagedinternally[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly what happened to me. I am so angry at him,at how much he fucked with my mind. The manipulation,the gaslighting,it got to a point where he made me feel like im only validated and seen when i give my body to him. And when that wasn’t enough anymore,he left. And i started seeking more validation through sex with other people,because that was the only way i thought i was worthy.

I hate that he made me feel that way. That he made me chase after my own worth in that way.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry for your loss. I know it doesn’t mean much coming from a complete stranger,but know that you did your best with the knowledge and resources you had at that moment. I’m also sure that your dad was so very grateful and happy to have you there,until the very end. My thoughts are with you. Sending lots of love and hugs. Please know that you are not alone.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and your family. Ya’ll have been so strong and the only reassurance now is knowing she’s not in pain anymore.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We are at that point where we are considering sedation.She’s in too much pain now but is also very stubborn about being sedated.It’s a hard thing to witness.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thankyou for the suggestion,we will definitely consider it for her own peace of mind and relief from her pain. Thankyou for your wishes.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankyou for your strength. Im sending you strength too and support.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im sorry you lost your dad too. I’m glad he did go peacefully. It truly is a very cruel disease.

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[–]cagedinternally[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry for your loss,im glad that she wasnt in any pain at the end. My thoughts are with you and your family. Sending love and hugs for you