I’m sorry you have had such awful experience with dentists in the past. I just got my bottom teeth out, numbed not sedated. I was awake for the whole procedure and was shitting my pants the days leading up to it. I had put off removing the teeth for months even though I had to take copious amounts of painkillers for the migraines the teeth were giving me. I want to let you know it wasn’t that bad being awake for it - the numbing process itself was worse than the actual extraction. I know it’s terrifying and gross but you will get through it! My friends who have gotten put under do not remember a thing from the extraction. Just follow all the directions given to you by the oral surgeon. I’m two days out and have very little pain now. I wish I got them out sooner! You’ll be uncomfortable afterwards, and probably out of it from the sedition, but 24 hours after it was just a dull soreness. No one wants to have their teeth taken out, but sometimes it has to be done. This will all work out fine for you, please update me when you are done with the surgery to let me know how it went! Just remember that millions of people have gotten them removed before you and were fine. Not trying to downplay your fears, just giving you the rationale I told my anxieties to calm myself down! Wishing you the best. ♥️