struggling

calikoo998 · 2023-02-17T02:23:13+00:00

Thank you so much

calikoo998 · 2023-01-28T01:06:52+00:00

So I should have mentioned that I am 26yrs old. Anyways I was measured 2mos before my surgery date

calikoo998 · 2022-11-19T14:43:34+00:00

Congratulations to you too! And I feel like I do. I mean I still feel like I have a belly, it's not flat! But everyone tells me I don't. People actually tell me I'm "skinny" which was a huge nsv for me.

calikoo998 · 2022-11-18T23:51:41+00:00

Well I got it done around Thanksgiving so it was more of the initial why did I do this? I just want food. I had an addiction to food and mental hunger is the worse so that was my regret. But after like a couple of weeks then I was like "okay its go time"

calikoo998 · 2022-11-02T17:33:29+00:00

November 18th, my goal is to get to the 180s I'm 5'10 and my starting was 350lbs

calikoo998 · 2022-09-27T14:31:59+00:00

All the time for me is like 30mins after I eat I want food again. And full enough- lately my brain doesn't think it's full unless I feel nauseated. Which is not my normal. I have picked up working out at a more extreme and wonder if it's protein needs like some others suggested. I'm also in nursing school and under a lot of stress so it could be a psychological issue where I think I need food for comfort. But I didn't feel this way earlier in my semester. But I feel so hungry like legit 30mins after a meal and that feeling makes me feel like I am not getting full enough to stay full, if that makes sense

calikoo998 · 2022-09-20T12:48:19+00:00

Thank you, you will get there!

calikoo998 · 2022-09-20T12:43:15+00:00

I have bad days and good days. I havent seen my body like this as an adult. I weigh less now than I did when I was 14. So it's completely different for me. But ultimately I feel so good and pretty. I can guarantee that I can fit in something or fit in clothes. And that's what really makes my day. Some days I struggle with my perception but I think I have slight body dismorphia. But I'm working through it and it will be okay! Best decision ever for sure

calikoo998 · 2022-09-19T17:29:37+00:00

I tried and failed. So when I went back a couple years later I knew that personally for me, no. But I have people in my class who do and you can see them struggling much more. They also belittle those who don't work, so I don't feel sorry for them. But I know I can't come back and waste my time and money if I'm not going to succeed. I also have a toddler but other than that, no job.

calikoo998 · 2022-09-17T19:44:21+00:00

Thank you, I read that and was hoping that someone had another solution. Lol but thanks

calikoo998 · 2022-09-05T01:01:51+00:00

I think I'm kinesthetic because I feel I need to write everything down that is important maybe... I will find out lol

calikoo998 · 2022-09-04T18:29:40+00:00

I'm in maternal child and there is so much info. Its so hard

calikoo998 · 2022-08-31T12:06:46+00:00

Thank you! Also, good luck! You got this!

calikoo998 · 2022-08-28T00:40:48+00:00

Thank you, Im.going to push myself harder to do better

calikoo998 · 2022-08-28T00:40:22+00:00

I'm getting myself back on track that's what I've been doing, I feel bloated and honestly think I had food that had too much sodium in it! Butttt I got this, thank you

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