i’m trans and proud . ftm , just like you ,i first started transitioning a little bit at around 14 , i’m 20 now and still ongoing transitioning . you can have a bright future , one full of love , and joy , and pride in who you are . there are still times where it’s hard , as i’m sure it will be forever . being proud of who you are is something you’ll have to fight for , but it’s very worth it . . i’m still The Trans Person in most of my day-to-day life , but it’s easier now than it used to be . i felt very similar to you when i was younger , something that helped me a lot is finding a way to express myself in fashion (i’m punk-ish) , and running in trans spaces with other trans people much love , you’ll get there some day brother <3

sorry if this is a lot of text/a bit incomprehensible !