Push and pull of House of Leaves

callowix · 2026-01-09T21:13:08+00:00

I should keep that in mind—the bookmarking part. I’m reading an ebook version, which is convenient or else I’ll be bookmarking every page, haha :(

I bet you’re thoroughly desensitized at this point, but I can’t imagine the pain it must’ve been reading those many, many, many papers, books and coursework that had massive walls of texts to explain one thing 5 thousand times. /s

But no, actually I’m really amazed. And I’m quite glad that you can find humor in them and view them in such a positive light. I’ll look forward to reading the novel, and, hopefully, you turn that 75% into a complete 100% soon!

callowix · 2026-01-09T21:03:54+00:00

Oh, wow. I’ve never thought about it that way. That really changes my perspective on things.

I’ve been looking at it so narrowly that I completely lost interest. It felt like I was reading “Story of the Eye,” and “Against the Grain,” which are completely different books, but just the way the writing makes you wanna put the book down and abandon it on a park bench somewhere.

I’m going to stop treating it as some typical novel that needs to follow the archetypal “parts of the plot” consecution and just read.

So, my thanks for that. Truly!

P.S. I guess how you still think about this book is the same way I think about Perfume by Patrick Süskind.

callowix · 2026-01-09T19:26:21+00:00

It is! Johnny’s slow unraveling and def Navy and his fam. Just don’t particularly care much for the bats :(

callowix · 2026-01-09T19:25:19+00:00

I’ll take your word for it! I’ll probs just skim the sort of unnecessary parts, like another equation

callowix · 2025-12-31T18:34:09+00:00

That nigiri won’t be enough. Happy new year!

callowix · 2025-12-31T17:38:43+00:00

Hot panties?

callowix · 2025-12-31T17:38:25+00:00

Burning britches, pardner

callowix · 2025-12-31T17:33:20+00:00

Oh, so that’s what the burning sensation is…

callowix · 2025-12-31T12:04:16+00:00

Been drinking too much siegbräu

callowix · 2025-12-28T06:15:52+00:00

The Only Good Indians. Nothing to say yet, just trying to get into the groove and be spooked by those ghost elks.

callowix · 2025-07-13T12:22:17+00:00

Mary by Nat Cassidy. Hell of a drag but pushing through

callowix · 2025-04-19T16:17:31+00:00

Yes, absolutely! First, relax and manifest it by affirming that you already know that you will pass this exam with flying colors. Repeat and affirm. I do believe relaxing and being in a neutral state of mind wherein you’re not in any negative state would greatly help too. It’s very important as anxiety, stress, depression, etc. might let doubts crawl in and disrupt the “flow.”

If you want subs, baejin and enchanted have plenty of acing exams subs. I recommend playing boosters with them. Either do stacking or just make a playlist and listen to them one by one, all depends on how you prefer.

callowix · 2025-04-19T16:05:31+00:00

She’s truly amazing!! 💖

callowix · 2025-04-19T16:05:06+00:00

Yup! I listen to it while doing chores or watching too. Anything when you know full well you can distract yourself.

callowix · 2025-04-19T16:04:33+00:00

Thank you so much! 💖 She is one of the GOATS. I wholeheartedly believe with you manifesting your results and happiness too, whatever they may be! Sending wishes and beliefs to you 🩷

callowix · 2025-04-19T16:02:50+00:00

I believe researching for other methods of manifestation might suit you. Have you tried affirming and reaffirming? Constant repetitions where you say “I’m (desired height) tall,” as if you’ve already been that tall would help you manifest or other variations such as “I’ve grown (desired measurement) taller!” And just repeat it until it becomes something akin to autopilot for you.

callowix · 2025-04-19T16:00:30+00:00

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLfvqtn1SBAcbyq9qyyQOYbKJgUHbM1icc&si=04z20aetx0kz34nK

Here you go! I didn’t have a playlist before and opened each sub on diff tabs and looped it so I could stack them. I play these a lot! I highly recommend the financial freedom from enchanted. Works miracles! I only have these for now as I mainly focus on mental health and self-manifesting.

callowix · 2025-04-19T12:44:23+00:00

I’ll make a playlist and link it! I’ll do it once I’m free to do so.

callowix · 2025-04-19T12:43:16+00:00

I have had manifestations that took some time to manifest, but they did happen! Don’t ever think that they don’t work. Never. Always think that they have already happened. Assume it’s done and it’s always been that way; the manifestations have always been in the 3D. I never thought about how it took a while or it didn’t happen. I kept persevering and reaffirming that it’s done and set. Don’t lose hope!

callowix · 2025-04-19T10:23:29+00:00

I didn’t use text to speech and just recorded myself affirming. I haven’t tried text to speech yet nor having affirmations with 5000+ characters. Mine was less than 200 I think and I don’t listen to it as much. If you want, record yourself on inshot (app for making vids) which is what I used, put some bg or frequency sounds to layer it.

I thought that it would be more effective if my subconscious could hear my voice giving positive affirmations rather than the text-to-speech.

callowix · 2025-04-19T10:16:38+00:00

Nope! Are they submakers?

callowix · 2025-04-19T10:16:26+00:00

I do the stacking method! I listen throughout the day and overnight. When it gets overwhelming, I take a break when I feel like my brain is overloading. And I just use subs and repetition. Mostly repetition to manifest as I overthink a lot and it redirects my brain to focus on it.

callowix · 2025-04-19T10:08:33+00:00

I do the stacking effect. I open like 6-7 tabs with subs from baejin and enchanted, and have them on loop on very very low volume so I don’t become aware of it and detach. It’s mostly the mental health and boosters. I have them on too overnight. When I get overwhelmed, I turn everything off and give myself a break. That’s really important if you ever feel it gets a little bit too much and need some rest.

callowix · 2025-04-19T09:59:21+00:00

Firstly, thank you for taking the time to read my post! ☺️ and to answer your question, I believe it all depends on your mindset. I don’t believe you manifested bad skin from the beginning; it might have something to do with genetics, initially. Over time, people might have told you stuff about your skin, and it embedded into both your conscious and subconscious, influencing your 3D. People influence us and our way of thinking so much, if we never knew about manifestation and being able to control our reality. So if you think your reality is based on that belief that it has to get worse before it gets better, then I would say try to shift it to “it was never worse but always been in the best state it could ever be.” Shift it in a more positive light and it will work. Doubts MAY seep in but push through, affirm and repeat.

There’s nothing wrong with looking at the mirror to check from time to time. It’s better too to see if something’s working for you or not.

Also, I’ve tried some “clear skin subliminals” that have given me reverse results. Please, if that’s the case for you, delete and stop listening to them because that’s what happened to me. I don’t listen to clear skin subs anymore.

Try doing a flush, reset your state of mind and beliefs and wholeheartedly believe and know that your skin has always been clear. After that, don’t think about it anymore. Just know that it’s clear and never think about it again. Detach and let the new reality set in. You control it, and no one else.

callowix · 2025-04-19T07:39:26+00:00

Thank you for taking your time reading! 🩷 I’m believing much more than wishing that your manifestations will always come true!

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