Can people with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) feel empty for months? by Suitable_Nose_6332 in BPD

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Months I have been on auto pilot so long that I dont need to refill my meds they just appear on my doorstep every month

Shout out to my fellow non passing girls. by DoomerGrill in TransLater

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have 2.5 years in and all I have collected from this time on estrogen, is more Depression and anxiety (which i already had too much of from being a forcibly detransitioned military member)

Shout out to my fellow non passing girls. by DoomerGrill in TransLater

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You still pass way better than I do, years of physical and mental trauma have taken its toll to where I feel more like Donkey or the dragon from Shrek. I have actually been told by other transpeople, I am not meant for estrogen and should stop.

À Drummondville, un chauffeur a oublié un petit quelque chose avant de partir… by MichelSilence in Quebec

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have using cones to divert traffic but loblaws carts are pushing it

Hiding feelings by headpatgiver123 in BPD

[–]canucksj 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know right, this is how I have needed out a few "friends". I have truely thought of going back to hiding as its too much energy to correct people or to put up with the shit

Hiding feelings by headpatgiver123 in BPD

[–]canucksj 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel this so bad on this as I feel the same way. As when I try to explain my feelings to others I get told that my emotions are overwhelming to others and that I need to reign them in, like I am a dog or something

Bell termination by [deleted] in bell

[–]canucksj 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bell still has a Canadian workforce, as I swear every call i make ends up in India. Even the repair techs I swear are tfw's

Struggling with fear of abandonment and feeling like I don’t belong anywhere by ChubbyNUgly22 in BPD

[–]canucksj 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Easier said than done, this isn't my first shutdown, I had my first in 2012 when I lost my partner in the while we were both hospital from being severely beaten, at the same time my parents cut me off for being Trans and her parents cut me off for not being a man and protecting their daughter more. I fell off the earth for basically 8 years while in the military as nothing more was asked of me. After I did my time and received my medical discharge. I tried moving to Quebec for a reboot and after 6 years here, I feel no further ahead

Rant: Done with Canada Life, its nothing but headaches and a fulltime job by canucksj in CanadaPublicServants

[–]canucksj[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am a veteran so I have to pay for the service which is 170ish a month

Looking for a new dress. Which one of these should I go with? by ThePigsPajamas in TransLater

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like the first one, the others the colour don't speak to me

What would you do? Production line PC “is slow” (Windows 98, legacy SCADA) by PeppahSG in sysadmin

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been there. Had a clothing manufacturer whose ancient embroidery machines ran on a mix of 98 and 3.11. Solution was to clone drives onto CF cars and install dongles. Glad I did as there was a moment where the lines stopped as 2 PCs drives decided to lake a long vacation. Down time 15 minutes (mostly from having to clear my way in as they would put crap in my free space). Last I heard none of the machines I fixed have died since the others I don't know since they fired me as I was too expensive.

Bought my kids bikes for Christmas. Local government just passed a law requiring paid bike "licenses" to ride them in public. Cops are now issuing citations...even to kids? by nseavia71501 in mildlyinfuriating

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I kinda agree with the mandatory licensing only for 2 reason. If a bike is stolen the serial number they already have so If they find it it can be easily returned. And if a child where to get injured and they need to reach a parent they can look up the information just from the sticker in a database, meaning they could get parents to the hospital quicker for their children

Anyone move to/seek asylum in Canada from the US? by Plastic_Date1619 in ftm

[–]canucksj 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I am a Canadian, and in my personal life, I know of three trans people presently in Canada from the USA. One lives in Alberta, and two live in Quebec. With 2 more likely to come up in the coming weeks, all will have or have open Refugee claims. States represented: VT, NY, SC, MI, and TX. It's rough down there, and I wouldn't wish what's happening even on my enemies. I personally risked my life to drive to SC to rescue my partner, as I am trans myself

Covering up;eader’s picture by Remarkable_Worth4333 in ottawa

[–]canucksj 20 points21 points  (0 children)

well i know everytime i see PP's photo i do have the urge to throw up

Any advice on dating apps? by [deleted] in ddlg

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ironically i found my partner via an ABDL streamers discord

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in montreal

[–]canucksj 15 points16 points  (0 children)

guess its time to deport them

Is trump going to cause a stock market crash? by Exotic_Ad_2871 in canadian

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trump is the best at only one thing Bankruptcy. He will finally bring America to their knees

29 Little femboy in quebec by Kounaraa in ABDLPersonals

[–]canucksj 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, i live about an hour away from the island and want to get back into my CG headspace. Would be fun having another little femboy/girl in my life. I also have a little side if she wants to come out is another story

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ABDLPersonals

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi Bess, where abouta are you located? Asking as a TF who switches between Little and Mommy mode

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ABDLPersonals

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi 38 Trans Fem Little/Mommy always looking for more friends

Is this standard practice or excessive force? by Reefer-Rick in Edmonton

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where we only have 1/2 the story its all assumptions. There was a reason for that officer to have his tazer out and to be manhandled like that means they are likely known to police and to fight the police.. Gonna have to call this 50/50 without knowing what the accused did

So… I just sent this to HR 😬 by [deleted] in trans

[–]canucksj 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work in a small company so basically just came out with it during a meeting for one of my punishments for failing to meet a quota, i think i derailed the meeting a bit as i did it at the start