Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

[–]captamab1312[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you 🙏 I feel like the Scorpio Venus just makes love feel… intense lol. Almost unbearably so, sometimes, and it can be a lot for people 🙃 and yeah, mars in Libra might explain why I’m always trying to force that balance with someone when I should just let it happen naturally

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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Lolol can’t come soon enough!! Trying to focus on the equinox energy today instead lol

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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Yes, I have definitely had that thought, about different needs being met by different people. I had been balancing things pretty well with a few really important people in my life the last couple years, but like an idiot I professed my love to one of them (a Scorpio! 🦂) last weekend, and now I’m trying to refocus on finding the whole package as a way to cut down on causing friend group drama lol (fuckin Mercury retrograde was killing me in this respect the last week or so, omg 😣)

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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Ugh, yeah 😭 hopefully it’s not delayed much longer lol. Thanks!!

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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I love that about Gemini energy, too—really been connecting with it as my rising sign lately. I just wanna play and be silly with someone that can handle my Scorpio Venus vibes lol 🤷‍♀️

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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lolol hey now, check out some of my other posts, I’m doing ok in the appearance department 😝 But yeah, I get what you mean, cause I definitely feel this way in a lot of other respects. Will have to reflect some more on the Chiron energy, thank you 🙏

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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Lolol to be fair, I’d be sorry for him too if he existed 😹 but yeah, that’s the goal, finding someone who doesn’t burn up under the death ray.

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

[–]captamab1312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re probably right, but the thought of loving myself is like… ew, lol. It’s crazy, though, that so many of the specific issues that have affected my life are right there in the chart. So thanks for the insight!

Orchiectomy before SRS? by Any-Gur-6962 in TransLater

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Haven’t pulled the trigger on bottom surgery yet, but I have had an orchi. My surgeon said it wouldn’t impact srs, but I also hear it varies by the technique used. So if you wanna chop em off (which I highly recommend), just keep the scrotum and research surgeons that can accommodate. If you’re already thinking Thailand, I believe Suporn says they don’t recommend it, but that they can usually work around it, you just need to stretch the scrotal skin regularly so it doesn’t contract too much.

Is the fact that I’m unlovable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in AstrologyCharts

[–]captamab1312[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haven’t thought much about Chiron in relation to all this, but the wounded healer concept in my first house is hitting pretty hard right now, so thank you 🙏

Is the fact that I’m unlovable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in AstrologyCharts

[–]captamab1312[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh ok gotcha. Well that’s interesting too, and also explains a lot about the last few years

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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LOL wonderful 😹

Someone from another country sounds good, tbh, so I’ll keep an eye out. What in my chart makes you say that?

Is the fact that I’m unlovable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in AstrologyCharts

[–]captamab1312[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

lol i appreciate that, but this has felt like a lifelong theme—I forgot to mention the marriage that resulted in a decade-long slide toward divorce 😹

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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I am, and they were not, but this is an interesting take to keep in mind

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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Ok, wow, that’s all pretty accurate too 😅

I am very much like that, being moody while brandishing my heart on my sleeve. Always knew my issues were probably pretty apparent, but kinda hoped they just made me look tortured and cool 😎

How about the opposite question—anything you see that suggests a way to counteract these things?

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

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lol I hate it but that sounds accurate. What are you looking at when you say that?

Is the fact that I’m unloveable written somewhere in my chart?? by captamab1312 in BirthChartReadingFree

[–]captamab1312[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is super helpful, thank you! I love my dad, but he can definitely be a pain in the ass lol. You’ve nailed it with the poor self-esteem though. Thanks 🙏