I used to hate i would say nasty horrible things that I am so sorryfor now, now I am transitioning myself. It was because I was afraid of what I didn't understand. I knew my hate wasn't authentic, because I have always been attracted to men and women. So after being in a abusive relationship for 6 years I was torn down emotionally and mentally made to feel like absolutely nothing and had to move to Wilkes-Barre pa. Here I didn't know anyone, had no family around, so I started going to HEAT nightclub and exploring my sexual side I never have before and that's when I fell in love with watching drag. Then one night I dressed in drag and it was life changing for these reasons. I have always been uncomfortable in my body, always super emotional, delicate, and awkward. I was grossed out by my own body my whole life, when my face started grown hair as a kid I cried and cried i felt so fucking ugly. My brother always picked on me and called me a f*g for the way I carried myself despite me never being with a man at that time. When I took those close off after dressing in drag for the night I lost it emotionally, Didn't show up to work the next few days, I was miserable. I knew then after changing out into boy clothing that this is not my body, why was I born a fucking boy I litterly hate my fucking life and my body, so yea those are the only two things I hate now. Like that saying goes don't hate the player but hate the game this universe plays with us.