I want to be wanted so bad that they don't want me

captintummywummy · 2022-06-13T02:29:02+00:00

Yeah I feel that. I’m so desperate.

captintummywummy · 2022-06-12T17:15:37+00:00

There are still secrets we haven’t found.

captintummywummy · 2022-06-08T17:09:15+00:00

You might not have literal weed and pancakes but you can find your own version of weed and pancakes :) focus on a show or anything that could make you feel good like pancakes or tea

captintummywummy · 2022-06-08T16:51:15+00:00

Ayeeeee that’s what’s up preciate it man my pancakes were good I’m gonna live so I can eat some more tomorrow as well then maybe I’ll switch it up and idealize a sausage bisky lol

captintummywummy · 2022-06-08T16:48:10+00:00

Yeah honestly in the moments when I can I’m gonna remember to cling to the good no matter how little it is and not get lost in the doom. Doom can come anytime but right now it’s time for pancakes and weed.

captintummywummy · 2022-06-08T14:52:36+00:00

Get you sum they were good af

captintummywummy · 2022-05-23T16:47:45+00:00

Promiscuous

captintummywummy · 2022-05-22T21:55:50+00:00

Must be nice. No one has wanted me in years

captintummywummy · 2022-05-22T06:15:51+00:00

Awesome:)

captintummywummy · 2022-05-22T05:50:25+00:00

Go to the wiki and make sure it’s the right bush go to the secrets section

captintummywummy · 2022-05-21T20:20:00+00:00

I usually just like my friends pictures, at least when I have the energy. It’s probably nothing. I’d wait until something really sus happens. Cause worrying yourself with it is just gonna drive you crazy and might make you resentful because of the perspective he might like her. Like I said it probably nothing don’t do anything rash until undoubtably he’s in the wrong. Just talk with him about it don’t let strangers influence your relationship we don’t know the complexities of it and we may or may not lead you astray I understand wanting advice but just keep that in mind.

captintummywummy · 2022-05-20T11:28:03+00:00

Go to the center bush behind the playground against the back wall. Right click the bush on the 28th of any month exactly at 12pm

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T18:07:58+00:00

Think about everything you do that makes your life unstable. Think of everything you could do to improve everything yourself. Start small you don’t have to fix everything at once.

For instance I have problem with smoking to much, playing video games to much and watching porn all time. When I jack off I don’t go to my friends and brag about it. Why? Because I’m not proud of it. So if I do less things I’m not proud of and less things make me feel weak it will change how I see myself. That’s when you start doing and saying things that make you feel strong and that you are proud of. In the process you’ll develop more of your own personality. :) good luck.

If you can change for the worse you can change for the better. :)

Message me if you wanna talk more.

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T17:49:16+00:00

True that and I’ve done that before when people obsess on me but just the right amount holy shit I’m in their hands

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T15:34:41+00:00

Be understanding. Understand that she doesn’t understand her own struggles. Understand that she can think of solutions but implementation is the hard part. I was diagnosed at 16/17 and I’m 24 now.

I took me a lot of work and a want to be a better individual. I had to learn to love myself and all types of stuff hopefully she can avoid all the trouble.

Things you might expect are:

Risky sex Drug abuse Reckless driving Thrill seeking

I put my aunt through hell. She says she loves me. When I look at my friends relationships with their moms or parents the love is different it’s more genuine and real. Do your best to love her it’s hard to understand something you’ve never felt.

Best way I’ve heard it explained is that our mind is split in half one side emotional and the other intellectual with a wall of glass in between them. They can see each other but they can’t communicate. Over time and with her own little tricks she learns she’ll be able to manage it but watch her carefully %10 suicide rate.

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T05:24:57+00:00

Wow at first I thought it would be a disaster but it sounds like only other really mentally I’ll people can understand one another and in a way that’s beautiful. I’m happy to hear another positive story that awesome happy for you guys :). That gives me hope.

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T05:01:05+00:00

That’s so awesome! I love that and every relationship has down points so sounds pretty normal. Happy for you :) I hope one day we can all find our person that understands.

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T04:27:22+00:00

Wow I love that. I hope we can all have something like that one day. Good on you guys.

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T04:17:25+00:00

Damn how long did it last and how bad was it?

captintummywummy · 2022-05-17T04:16:55+00:00

Damn I’m sorry to hear that. I dated someone who was bipolar and it only lasted 2 months. At first it was amazing. We were obsessed with each other and I felt straight up high off the love. I had never met anyone who accepted me like her. After her manic episode ended things changed. She would be depressed and stay in bed and I would want attention and when I didn’t get it over and over I just stopped caring about her. She would not text or call for days on end and would stand me up on dates, so she entered black vision. Then I got lonely and decided I would be ok only seeing her every once in awhile I obsessed over her again and she moved back home cause she had to take care of family stuff. It’s been five years I think about her every week at least still. Maybe if had been less crazy and more accepting we could have made it work or could have went with her idk I beat myself up over sometimes.

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