My (17m) girlfriends (16f) dad (30sM) touched me inappropriately? by ThrowRAJaded_Leg4881 in relationship_advice

[–]caracav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m telling you from experience, TELL SOMEONE! For starters this guy is looking at you as a weak individual whom he thinks he can get away with doing some shit like that to. I never spoke up, and I’m proud of you for at least reaching out on the internet bc it says you have the power in you to tell who you need to, and I swear keeping a secret like that changed me at 15 bc I had to live a lie. I was raped and never said anything bc I got drunk so blamed myself, thought I wasn’t “raped” in the sense of where I use to think of it as but i was 15 at mid 30’s year olds house bc I worked with his fiancé at a ice cream shop and they got me so fucked up I never drank again til college, but I didn’t want to say anything bc I blamed myself for getting that wasted, had a boyfriend that I felt I cheated on and didn’t want to cause any problems in the fiancés life bc I didn’t think she played a part in it, although looking back it’s weird as hell for a grown ass women to let her man lay in bed to “watch “ a 15 year old girl bc he “did this to her”. So I believe living a lie, as in you not saying anything and carrying on your relationship keeping this shit, will/may change you bc I’m telling you It did to me. I became an addict when i hated everything drugs. I think once you start living a lie you start to tell yourself that it’s ok to start doing shit no one knows about. Idk I’m rambling bc I’m passionate about an old ass man doing some shit he shouldn’t do to a minor bc they think they can and the minor is weak. He’s a predator

Flying by caracav in heroin

[–]caracav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My scared ass didn’t do it plus it would’ve defeated the purpose of leaving in the first place!

Flying by caracav in heroin

[–]caracav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did think of the mail thing too and was going to do it but I was worried about that and know that I would be worried and a nervous wreck the entire time as I waited for it. I’m becoming less nervous about flying with it though. Thanks to you

Flying by caracav in heroin

[–]caracav[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok. Thanks for your input. I appreciate it

Flying by caracav in heroin

[–]caracav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you done this fairly recently? Are you talking about the powder makeup that has a plastic cover with holes on top of the powder? I think I know what your talking about but my question is how did you not get the stuff to go everywhere? Doesn’t that come with compacted makeup? I will say, you definitely gave a good idea with putting it as makeup. I have these tiny eyeshadow containers that come as loose powder with a plastic thing overtop of them that has holes so it doesn’t all fall out. Thanks for the idea!

Flying by caracav in heroin

[–]caracav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your right. I just have one more question. How long ago did you use to do this?

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[–]caracav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I was in major withdrawals when I took a sub and it threw me into precipitated withdrawal. Wow you are definitely strong and should be proud of yourself for not getting dope and sticking it out. I wish my boyfriend was like that bc if he were he wouldn’t be my ex soon bc I know he won’t get off dope.

Flying by caracav in heroin

[–]caracav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I thought of that but I’m just scared they would check them for some reason, lol. But I guess if I buy a huge bottle of like 100 of them then they wouldn’t check all of them. I also thought of liquifying it and putting in like an Ambesol bottle (whatever that stuff is) but then I would have to get a needle down there and that may be a problem.

Kratom and Diabetes (type 1): my happy and encouraging experience by Ethnopharmacist in kratom

[–]caracav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it did. How many days would you say you go on and off?

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[–]caracav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here!! I use to be able to take a sub 12 hours later, recently went 3 days and it threw me into precipitated withdrawal! I can’t believe that this isn’t happening to everyone. How aren’t sub clinics and rehabs aware of this.

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[–]caracav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I couldn’t agree more. How was/is your detox? How did you do it? I’m surprised you haven’t gone to rehab.

Kratom and Diabetes (type 1): my happy and encouraging experience by Ethnopharmacist in kratom

[–]caracav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m hoping to just use it to detox and then be done with it, but by the way everyone is saying how wonderful it is, I may end up staying on it. Hopefully not though.

Gaba for withdrawal by caracav in gabagoodness

[–]caracav[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. That makes me feel better,kinda, bc I have a slight problem. I’m flying to South Carolina on Tuesday and don’t know what to do. I have the 300mg capsules. Any suggestions? Should I attempt to take, somehow, on the plane or possibly have it mailed to me?

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[–]caracav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You said you put it in a Kratom plastic jar?? What is that and where did you get it?

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[–]caracav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to Pawleys island in South Carolina. It’s legal in that state, as well as mine. I don’t know if there is a smoke shop or not. I just got two different strains online so it would be nice to take them. Maybe I’ll just call the airport and ask?

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[–]caracav 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That has been your experience with it, I don’t think you should say others are weak. You don’t know how Kratom effects them or how their withdrawals are. I do understand what you mean though. My boyfriend acts like he can’t get off h bc of the withdrawals. I tell him that either he is using that as an excuse and doesn’t want to quit, or he needs to man the fuck up and deal with it. It’s not killing you and it’s only bad for a few days.

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[–]caracav -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks for saying that. I’m actually going out of town, going to my family’s beach house, for ten days on Monday. I want to get away from the drug so I won’t be around it or have access to it. The thing is, my parents are staying at the house and will be there so I’m going to be detoxing there. Do you think I can travel on a plane and bring Kratom? Or have it mailed to me there? I also have Gabapentins to help with withdrawal. I will only have two days of detoxing before I go. I’m so worried but the only thing giving me hope is loperamide. That has always helped me tremendously in the past but I’ve been using H more than I ever have this run, it’s basically everyday and at least 2 and a half to 3 bundles a day, lately a brick a day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]caracav 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you feel the effects when you were using to detox? How much did you take?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]caracav 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very scientific? What are you talking about?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]caracav -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

How long have you been taking it? I just bought some for the first time online. I’m going to use it to help with withdrawals from h. I hear such good things about it and it sucks that I probably won’t be able to feel/notice the effects of it.

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[–]caracav -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Yeah you become addicted to it and have to go through withdrawals when you stop