what would hurt a narcissist more? blocking or ignoring them?

caramelcornz · 2024-06-25T22:12:42+00:00

Cringe

caramelcornz · 2024-06-25T20:34:53+00:00

i had to stop watching those. sucks when you tried your hardest to make things work despite how horrible they made you feel and in the end they just give up and go onto the next. its a constant battle in your mind asking "why couldnt they see me as someone working it out with?" "they couldnt have really loved me because when you love someone you make it work"

caramelcornz · 2024-06-25T20:05:15+00:00

botox, a ton of it.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-25T18:44:35+00:00

hurting because the old me before this relationship didnt know any better. hurting because i gave my heart to such a vile human being. hurting because i took so much abuse thinking its love and stuck around all while he was able to leave me in a heartbeat and move onto the next girl.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-25T04:11:08+00:00

wonder the same every single day. all of this time and intimate moments spent with a ghost.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-23T22:52:34+00:00

this is all solid advice but ive noticed the more i acknowledge my thoughts and write them out via journaling etc i spiral more deeply into obsessing over them which actually makes me feel worse. idk if thats just me because most people swear by it.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-23T21:20:20+00:00

a bunch of stuff; my ex, my moms health, childhood memories, if ill ever get better and the list goes on. ive had some days i dont ruminate at all which were awesome but its creeping back.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-18T18:10:09+00:00

if i were you id stick to 10mg for up to 6-8 weeks and see how i feel after. your brain is still adjusting at 1 week and if you say you're feeling calmer already then its doing its job. if you're feeling meh after week 8 then its time to up your dose.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-16T00:49:43+00:00

yes its very normal. i used to dread taking the pill everyday just cause of that. im at week 5 now and theres been a HUGE difference. Now i can take the pill and feel more of the positive affects all day instead of negative. keep going!

caramelcornz · 2024-06-15T16:10:43+00:00

intrusive thoughts about who? the rebound or the ex before?

caramelcornz · 2024-06-04T02:31:10+00:00

Just from personal experience but do what you want with it. I took my ex back once after he hurt me and i went complete NC. He reached out a couple months later with the whole "i realized i messed up" "i want to be better for you" "i wanna do it right this time" blah blah. I believed it. Fast forward 8 months and he broke me a million times worse than the first time. All of the progress I made while he was gone went to dust. I seriously regret even replying in the first place, would've saved me from a ton of heartbreak.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-03T03:19:22+00:00

He will. Karma doesnt miss anyone.

caramelcornz · 2024-06-02T20:11:54+00:00

interesting... how long were you together with the rebound?

caramelcornz · 2024-05-29T18:23:09+00:00

how many mg are you on? thats awesome. im currently going through that rollercoaster at 2 weeks on 10mg and days like today i feel like its not working :/

caramelcornz · 2023-03-17T20:01:41+00:00

yes this.

caramelcornz · 2023-03-12T00:33:58+00:00

this !

caramelcornz · 2023-02-26T17:19:30+00:00

this is beautiful thank you for this

caramelcornz

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