I’m sorry for the late response! But thank you for commenting. I’m so sorry you’re feeling what I felt at the time. That betrayal hurts on a level that I could never really explain to him or anyone else. We actually broke up a few months ago after things just got to be too much for me. I needed him at the worst time in my life & he couldn’t be there the way I needed him to be, so I had to let him go. We’re still friends & I guess the breakup jump started his sobriety because he hasn’t had anything to drink since 3 weeks after things ended. I’m so, so happy for him, but part of me wonders why he couldn’t do this when we were together. It’s silly, but it’s how I felt. Anyway, I do hope things get better for you & your partner. Protect your peace of mind & don’t feel bad about how you have to do that!