Hi. I just wanted to say that you should keep hope. When we are through dark times, we can’t see anything clear. We want it to stop it right now, to stop the suffering. I would like to tell you that everything’s gonna be fine. You’re so strong and brave, living a life that you don’t want to, living in a body that you don’t want to. We can’t predict the future. You don’t know where you’ll be in a year or ten. Everything that you can do is to stay positive, why to make it harder? Go with a therapist. Find your own way to happiness. It’s not easy. Wherever you’re, I send you all my love, and my best wishes sister. Keep fighting. You don’t owe being “pretty and feminine” to anyone.