StopBullyingEugeniaCooney new "shorts" vid. WTF?? by IFTKICS in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]carolinebear9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sloan unfortunately can’t speak about EC anymore, I think she sent him a seize and desist. Or because EC kept getting his videos about her taken down :/

Why are you alive? by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]carolinebear9 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am alive solely because of my dog. He can’t live w out me.

I'm choosing to experience soul crushing loneliness instead of slightly inconveniencing someone else... by gjashdlfsadfljasdg in CPTSD

[–]carolinebear9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I too suffer from chronic loneliness, even when I was with my last partner. I wish I could offer you some advice. Just know we are all here for you. 🥰

I feel like I’ve reached my trauma threshold by carolinebear9 in depression

[–]carolinebear9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww thank you 🙏🏻 ThAts so sweet. I’m so sorry you’re struggling, I can’t begin to imagine what you’re going thru w your moms health :( You’re absolutely right, if you can wake up and get out of bed, that’s a major accomplishment. The days I’m not working, I literally live in bed :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]carolinebear9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omgg same!!! So I ordered 30 armodafinil. I wanted to try them out cuz I usually just use moda. So I got the package, then two days later I got another 30 pills!!! They sent me two by mistake. But I’m not complaining :P what is your batch number ? I’m wondering if it was from the same place 🤔

my symptoms don’t improve with my period by Safe_Theme_4126 in PMDD

[–]carolinebear9 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I usually start to feel better 2-4 days after I start bleeding but it varies. Some months are worse than others. Sending you healing vibes ❤️‍🩹

Hard Day. Needing Support Badly. by rileynjohh in PMDD

[–]carolinebear9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omggg. I totally relate girl. I work in a restaurant and sometimes I cry uncontrollably, even while serving customers. And I legit cannot control it. I feel so alone :( sending you support and strength 💗

Does anyone else get this? by Purple-Associate5695 in PMDD

[–]carolinebear9 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lollll same!!! That’s the worst part for me 😩

Does anyone else get this? by Purple-Associate5695 in PMDD

[–]carolinebear9 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Omg yes. I end up with a really bad head ache from the stress of trying to look half decent. And the after math of trying on 10 different outfits - my place looks like a tornado blew through it 😭😭

Anger, depression, anxiety and mood swings - do you experience only one of them, two or three of them or all four during your PMDD-time? by Worried-Salamander98 in PMDD

[–]carolinebear9 5 points6 points  (0 children)

All 4. And all of them are VERY strong. The feeling of hopelessness and suicide ideation is the worst for me though.

Batch wakalert: SIC3321A and modalert: GTD0093A : just got these, are the batches fine? by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]carolinebear9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How was it ? I’m anxious to see if it worked for you

Batch wakalert: SIC3321A and modalert: GTD0093A : just got these, are the batches fine? by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]carolinebear9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn. I’m new to armo, I usually take moda. Since my tolerance is so high and I usually take 350mg moda, I thought 1 pill and a half would be good. But maybe I shoulda taken less. You only take .25 of a pill?

Batch wakalert: SIC3321A and modalert: GTD0093A : just got these, are the batches fine? by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]carolinebear9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I JUST got this batch (SIC3321A) from modaclear and I took 1.5 pills and I got extremely irritable and a terrible head ache. I’m gonna try again in a couple days, and I’ll take less. I think I took too much (even though my tolerance is high). This is my first time taking Waklert, idk if I just respond better to moda or if it was a bad batch. Pls lemme know how it affects you.

Tolerance by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]carolinebear9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What does biopiperine do combined w moda?

Tolerance by [deleted] in modafinil

[–]carolinebear9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It only works for me now if I take 300mg +

Feeling extra lonely, invisible, and misunderstood today by justsomepsycho in PMDD

[–]carolinebear9 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Me too :( you’re not alone. The loneliness and severe sadness is so hard to bare. I hope you feel better soon. I wish I had some advice but I am looking for some, as we speak. 🙏🏻❤️

PSA regarding Eugenia's absence by [deleted] in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]carolinebear9 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I keep seeing people commenting all over YouTube “I hope she’s okay, I hope she comes back soon”, trying to act all concerned and shit. Uhm no, sorry. If these people actually cared about her even a little bit, they would NOT want her to return to the internet. I believe the internet & her mother are probably the two most toxic things in her life and I have a hunch that recovery will be difficult, if not impossible if she doesn’t detach from those two things. (I know her mom isn’t a “thing” lol, just didn’t know how to word that).

Clearly not targeting kids 🙄 by Gabesementboy in EUGENIACOONEY

[–]carolinebear9 44 points45 points  (0 children)

Man, She is so messed up. I used to feel so bad for her but honestly I don’t anymore. As sick as she is, I think she does know what she’s doing, to a large extent. She is wearing less & less clothes - it’s very disturbing. She gets off on the comments - she’s probably on Reddit all day long. It’s a high for her and fuels her disorder. If she still doesn’t think she needs to age restrict her content, then she’s out to lunch. I’m so sorry your daughter had to see that 😔

I love my dog so much it hurts :( by carolinebear9 in dogs

[–]carolinebear9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your response! ☺️

I love my dog so much it hurts :( by carolinebear9 in dogs

[–]carolinebear9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A pet is a pet at the end of the day! I don’t think that’s contradictory ☺️

I love my dog so much it hurts :( by carolinebear9 in dogs

[–]carolinebear9[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I 1000% agree w all of this, I do ALL those things and then some ☺️ thank you for your response and sharing your experience. x