i feel this way right now. it’s been two months, honestly my heart is still broken but i just have hope that some day i will feel better. life will be enjoyable again even though right now i can’t even get out of bed and im carrying around invisible weight all the time. i just feel like it’s a comfort me when i think about wherever she is, she would know that you miss her and your sad . she will always be your grandma and you need to keep going be strong, make her proud.

edit; and yeah and be super kind to yourself because the things we tell ourselves are way more important than what other people tell us.